Scene 175: fackelmann scam wraith returns
Characters present
Characters referenced
Themes
Open questions this scene bears on
- Lyle's nature
- does Gately survive the hospital / what the beach scene is
- ghosts as Wallace's corpus-wide voice-possession device
- is the wraith real (vs. Gately's fever)
- protective project vs. lying/malign agenda
- the dig's reality, its yield, and what is (was) in JOI's head
- what happens between p. 981 and p. 3 (the Annulation-Text)
- who narrates IJ (wraith-JOI, Hal, plural)
Connects to
- Scene 003: interview aftermath er
- Scene 040: yrstruly xmas eve
- Scene 090: gately shattuck janitor
- Scene 097: aventura antitoi afr raid
- Scene 166: joelle visits gately abiding
- Scene 172: hal supine pemulis interface
- Scene 173: gately sorkin twin towers
- Scene 177: dilaudid binge
- Scene 178: joelle q interview master
- Scene 185: fackelmann sunshine beach
- Scene n234: orin steeply interview
Summary
The longest Gately hospital section: as fever climbs and the gray late-day dread comes on, Gately Abides by remembering how Gene Fackelmann signed his own death warrant. Frame and flashback interleave — a gorgeous R.N. and a boy-faced M.D. install a skull-halo rig on the next bed while Gately, mute and tube-bound, registers ghostwords (EMBRASURE, CIRCUMAMBIENT) he knows are the wraith's, and realizes that without pen and paper he is "trapped inside his huge chattering head," a figurant. The memory: via the magnificently passive Pamela Hoffman-Jeep ("Death's Poster-Child," who fell in love with Gately for not raping her unconscious), Gately learns that Gwendine O'Shay took Eighties Bill's $125K Yale-Brown bet backwards, so that after a Dworkinite FOPPP raid wrecks Brown's siren-fix and Yale wins big, both sides pay Fackelmann — who rat-holes ~$250K of Sorkin's money toward a Dr. Wo Dilaudid empire, not knowing Eighties Bill is the son of Sorkin's own migrainologist Sixties Bob. Kite smells Fackelmann "already dead"; Fackelmann responds the only way an addict can — hiding in the corner inside a mountain of Dilaudid — and Gately, under "the pretense that he was just going to check on poor old Fackelmann," joins the binge. Back in the present, the wraith returns at the dread hour with a second, fitter wraith who licks Gately's sweating forehead, and Gately's fever-dreams culminate in the grave: he and a sad kid digging up a dead guy's head — Continental-Emergency important — while Gately eats corporate snacks and Joelle hovers winged, and the kid mouths "Too Late."
What to notice
Fackelmann is dead before his story starts — the flashback opens on the divvying of his effects, his map "presumably eliminated for keeps" — and the caper itself reaches Gately only through the least reliable relay imaginable: free-associated out of the "single passivest person Gately ever met" (kept conscious by skull-flicks and ice cubes down the gown), then finished in pure conditional mood, what Kite "would have staggered back in horror" to explain, what "Kite'd have said he could smell Fackelmann already biodegrading from here". Gately witnessed none of it; he is charting a dead man's creek from a hospital bed, so the book's last full-throttle comic set piece runs as a dying man's anesthetic — Abiding by memory, the funny story doing the blotting-out work the Blues used to. Notice how people convict themselves out of their own quoted diction: "swooned", "Taking Advantage", her "Night-Errand". And how the worst horror runs on omission — Nimitz the kitten never dies on the page; there is only a garbage disposal that "wouldn't run right for days" and a mother who won't go near the sink. Even mid-swing at the licking wraith, Gately runs an evidence check — breath with "no warmth to it, or smell" — and the fever finally compresses his whole condition into a single dream sentence: "He dreams there's people in his room but he's not one of them."
Beats
- pp. 916-917: Fackelmann's hidden history of getting over on Sorkin (unphoned long-shot action, pocketed skeet plus vig [n.372]); the frame of the era — Gately on the three-month bail Sorkin bonded, working serious burglary with two lesbian pharmaceutical-coke addicts' Peabody/Wakefield cleaning-and-key-copying operation; Sorkin's bad-news new operative Bobby C: fuchsia three-spike hair, no lips, boot-knife-bared forearm patches, claims to collect ears — "the only I.V.-heroin addict Gately'd come across that actually preferred violence."
- pp. 917-918: posthumous discovery — $22K in mint O.N.A.N. scrip taped under Fackelmann's porn-cartridge case (the iron-willed worst-case stake); Gately splits it with Kite, then hands his half to Sorkin — not from fear but guilt and "to try and cheer Sorkin up. Let him know somebody cared" — after Sorkin's week in bed with sleep-shades, VO, and a shaken "whole faith in the human creature"; Kite's half goes to Dead bootlegs and a semiconductor-cooled D.E.C. 2100, then into his arm; post-Billerica, the once-mighty Kite can't dicky an alarm, and Gately's being the brains of the team marks "his own high-angle decline."
- pp. 918-920: the room now — the R.N. ("Cathy or Kathy"; Gately prefers "the R.N.") and twelve-looking Dr. Pressburger assemble a glittering back-brace/skull-halo on the empty bed; Gately's insight that M.D.s, A.D.A.s, P.O.s — "the fearsomest authority figures in a drug addict's life" — are the grown bullied wienie kids; the EMBRASURE of windowlight through her legs and CIRCUMAMBIENT sexual tension — ghostwords; sick longing, self-pity, and mortification over the witnessed dump.
- pp. 920-921: medical cross-talk — Pendleton's 16-mm siphuncular nebulizer and Mucomyst [n.373] against suspected tracheal fragment trauma vs. Pressburger's recited objections (Morbid Trauma Quarterly, hemoptysis condescension); Gately listening "with the uncomprehending close attention of like a child whose parents are discussing something adultly complex"; the R.N.'s gentle sarcasm sails over the M.D.; threat of a 1600h sponge bath; her lotion is Pat Montesian's brand.
- pp. 921-922: the head-on realization cascade — Stavros L. hired halfway-house cleaners to pay bupkis and Gately'd been in Denial about it; embrasure was the wraith's word; no pen and paper has come, so maybe Joelle's snapshot visit (in Erdedy's sweatpants) was febrile hallucination — or the Finest are interdicting writing supplies to keep him "trapped in himself, a figurant, mute," pre-interrogation; the catatonics catalogue (the House's catatonic lady, the #5 Shed gang, "the wraith's nonexistent kid"); Mr. Bouncety-Bounce at 1600h and no remote, no voice, no advocate.
- pp. 922-923: the Kaopectate-light late-afternoon dread — the lifelong winter pre-sunset terror Gately has always blocked with violence, Substances, the kitchen, or front-row Meetings — dating "all the way back to being alone in his XXL Dentons and crib below Herman the Ceiling That Breathed."
- p. 923 (new section): alone like the toddler whose Mom and her companion were passed out — "worse off than a toddler that could at least bellow"; this gray hour is when the wraith came yesterday; admitting he'd liked it — "The dialogue. The give-and-take. The way the wraith could seem to get inside him," best thoughts as "communiqués from the patient and Abiding dead"; wondering if his organic ironworker father is dead and dropping in; then the deep-focus Fackelmann memories begin.
- pp. 923-926: Pamela Hoffman-Jeep — "his first girl ever with a hyphen": nightly swooning with a clunk, automatic love for any man "chivalrous" [n.374] enough not to Take Advantage; Fackelmann hands her over in the Pourhouse lot with South-Sea-culture advice Gately ignores, locking himself in; her "Night-Errand"; "the single passivest person Gately ever met," a "sexual papoose," Death's Poster-Child (Fackelmann's coinage); Kite's surefire pickup lines (the Margaret Thatcher compliment; "I'm unusually confident that I could achieve an erection"); Gately's Demerol-nod clairvoyance of her face sliding off her skull into lounge-haghood — "more compassion than horror, which Gately never even considered might qualify him as a decent person"; her white-glove "Don Honey, bring Mommy a highball" impression; her Mom met only at E.R.s and sanitaria.
- pp. 926-928: the scam, free-associated out of P.H.-J. (skull-flicks and ice cubes down the prom gown): Fackelmann squatting for two weeks over his Sterno and twin hills of Dilaudid and M&M's "like some sort of cornered toad"; Eighties Bill (Zegna, red suspenders, FREE MILKEN Beamer sticker, fourth marriage to third aerobics instructor) bets $125K on Brown (–2) against his Yale "almometer"; Sorkin's away at the National Cranio-Facial Pain Foundation with Dr. Robert ("Sixties Bob") Monroe — Sandoz intern, original Leary West-Newton acid circle, Dead-fanatic, haggling trader and informal fence for Kite; Gwendine O'Shay (truncheon-softened skull, lottery-claim grandmother, shillelagh, 110 wpm) takes the bet backwards: Yale (–2).
- pp. 928-929: the moles' intelligence — Yale's power forward diagnosed with Post-Coital Vestibulitis [n.375]; Brown's recruited sirens stationed from I-95 rest-stops to a sensually-appointed locker, cheerleaders pantyless "to help lend a pyrotechnic glandular atmosphere"; O'Shay green-lights what she thinks is a mortal lock; then game night — Brown's Dworkinite Female Objectification Prevention And Protest Phalanx storms the Pizzitola on unmuffled Hawgs, sirens carried off, two siren-wrung Brown starters felled, Yale "cleans Brown U.'s clock by upwards of 20."
- pp. 929-930: the double payout — Fackelmann collects E.B.'s $137.5K skeet downtown, then in Saugus is handed a bulging Mass Lottery box of $112.5K in ones, Sorkin (lobster-eyed in screen goggles, philosophical: "Veteran books tend to be statistically philosophical") believing E.B. won; Fackelmann's mustache roils as "a high-watt bulb… slowly beginning to incandesce"; the mental spreadsheet: ~250K = ~375 grams of Dr. Wo's hydromorphone [n.376] = ~$1.9M street, if Kite decamps with his D.E.C. to build a distribution matrix "far far away."
- p. 931: why he was already dead, as Kite would have staggered to explain: Eighties Bill is Sixties Bob's son — Sorkin's trusted, Cafergot-IV-bonded migrainologist keeps "distant paternal tabs" and will mention the win/loss; and Bobby C cops his Burmese organic from the same Dr. Wo who'd see Fackelmann buy 300+ wholesale grams; "Kite'd have said he could smell Fackelmann already biodegrading from here."
- pp. 931-933: instead of fleeing, Fackelmann beelines home, fires the Sterno, and nails his chin to his chest — "your drug addict's basic way of dealing with problems"; Gately's dawning thesis: "a drug addict was at root a craven and pathetic creature: a thing that basically hides"; the tenderest Gately material — the most sexual thing he ever did with P.H.-J. was unwrap her cocoon and spoon "with his face in her nape" — and the most damning: he rose from beside her "so automatically in service of this desire," under the pretense (to himself too — "the pretense, was the worst thing") of checking on poor old Fackelmann, and let Fax fix them both, "like sitting up with a sick friend, and (maybe worst) believed it was true."
- pp. 933-934: feverish entr'actes — the due-north bus dream past the same gutted cottages and heaving sea, no arrival; the rough little tongue (memory of Nimitz, the M.P.'s kitten, and the garbage-disposal horror) — the wraith back at bedside with "another, younger, way more physically fit wraith in kind of faggy biking shorts and a U.S. tank top" licking Gately's forehead; Gately strikes out ("no man put his tongue on D. W. Gately and lived"), notices the wraith-breath "has no warmth to it, or smell," and the pain arches him into not-quite-sleep; cubist flu-dreams (the empty mirror he keeps wiping; the too-vivid pool-blue; "He's both in a bag and holding a bag"); visitors flit but "never Ferocious Francis or Joelle van D."; the grave-dream — he and a very sad kid digging up a dead guy's head, "Continental-Emergency important," Gately the best digger but irresistibly hungry, eating two-fisted from economy bags of corporate snacks; the kid's mouth moves with no sound; winged, underwearless Joelle asks if they knew him; the kid holds something terrible up by the hair, mouthing: Too Late.
Endnotes
- n.372 (p. 1078): skeet and vig glossed — debt and the book's automatic 10% — "surely… not just metro Boston terms."
- n.373 (p. 1078): Mucomyst = Acetylcysteine-20, ®Bristol — nebulizable prophylaxis against "abnormal, viscid, or inspissated" post-traumatic mucus.
- n.374 (p. 1078): "chivalrous" with the hard-ch of North Shore pronunciation ("like Chicago and champagne").
- n.375 (p. 1078): Post-Coital Vestibulitis, known among neuro-urology residents as "Dizzy Dick Disorder," or "3-D."
- n.376 (p. 1078): Knoll Labs' Dilaudid — $666.00/g wholesale (note the number), $5/mg street, "at Y.W.-Q.M.D. valuations" (a 2006 price-stamp inside a nominally pre-Subsidized flashback; chronology flag).
Themes in this scene
- Addiction and Recovery: the scene's thesis sentence — the addict as "a thing that basically hides" — demonstrated three ways: Fackelmann in his corner, Kite fleeing with his hardware, and Gately's self-deceiving "sitting up with a sick friend"; against it, present-tense Gately Abiding through pain with no Substance, the program's whole claim enacted.
- Communication and Solipsism: pen-less, tube-mouthed Gately is literally the figurant — "trapped inside his huge chattering head," unable even to request the means of requesting; the dream-kid whose moving mouth produces nothing is Hal's scene-001 condition met from the other side.
- Ghosts and Wraiths: the wraith's second visit, now with a fit sweat-licking companion (unnamed; the bike shorts, tank top, and tongue strongly suggest Lyle — inference, not stated); ghostwords seeding Gately's vocabulary; "communiqués from the patient and Abiding dead"; the breath without warmth or smell.
- Entertainment and the Self: the buried "dead guy's head" containing the Continental-Emergency thing = the Master of the Entertainment in JOI's skull — the samizdat endgame staged as dream; also P.H.-J. as pure passivity made flesh, spectation's love-object ("She made passivity and unconsciousness look kind of beautiful").
- Depression and Anhedonia: the anatomized late-day dread — winter's "Kaopectate shade," the lifelong pre-sunset terror reaching back to the crib under Herman — Gately's structural kinship with Kate Gompert's It, managed for a lifetime by violence and Substances and now faced bare.
- Dreams: the fever-dreams culminate in the grave — Gately and a very sad kid digging up a dead guy's head, "Continental-Emergency important," winged Joelle hovering, the kid mouthing "Too Late" (p. 934) — the novel's endgame staged as dream, third leg of the p. 17 triangle; en route, the due-north bus dream, the wiped empty mirror, and "He dreams there's people in his room but he's not one of them."
- Memory and Forgetting: memory as survival apparatus at full stretch — the whole Fackelmann memoir is Abiding-by-remembering, a dying man steering recall like an analgesic drip; and the recall is explicitly secondhand and conditional (free-associated out of Pamela Hoffman-Jeep, finished in what Kite "would have" said) — memory doing narrative work no witness ever did.
- Time and Perception: the gray late-afternoon dread as lived duration — the Kaopectate-shade hour Gately has blocked all his life with violence, Substances, the kitchen, or front-row Meetings, reaching back to the crib under Herman (pp. 922-923); now it must be crossed bare, second by second, Abiding at exactly the hour of day the wraith keeps choosing.
Connections
Backward
- The wraith's first visit (JOI's figurant/lenses confession, ~pp. 829-845) is "yesterday"; Joelle's snapshot visit (pp. 861-863, scene 166) is now in epistemic doubt for Gately — the hallucination-or-not question the text leaves open.
- Burial site: the adopted n.234 ruling — JOI in Avril's family plot, Québec, "Heart of the Concavity"; corroborated by scene 172's St. Adalbert funeral (p. 910).
- Dr. Wo and Hung Toy's: the Chinatown dealer of the yrstruly/Poor Tony thread (pp. 128-135, scene 040) — the two crime-world strata of the book touch here.
- Sixties Bob Monroe: Sandoz/Leary pedigree and compulsive trading of 60s paraphernalia make him a strong (unstated) candidate for the V-flashing sixties relic who bartered the eighteen DMZ lozenges to Bertraund Antitoi (pp. 481-482, scene 097; the archive's Bertraund Antitoi entry) — if so, the DMZ's chain of custody runs Sandoz→Sixties Bob→Antitoi→Pemulis; proposed for the archive's catalog, flagged as inference.
- Stavros L. realization: continues the Denial-audit of his "sunlights on the side" employment (pp. 434-436, scene 090); the figurant/catatonics catalogue points back to the wraith's figurant doctrine and to the #5 Shed catatonics and "the wraith's nonexistent kid" (Hal as perceived by JOI).
Forward
- The grave-dream (p. 934) is the third leg of the novel's most famous triangle: Hal's Year-of-Glad memory "John N. R. Wayne… standing watch in a mask as Donald Gately and I dig up my father's head" (scene 003, p. 17) and Joelle's closing bet that the Master is buried with JOI "in your annulation-zone" (scene 178, pp. 940-941); the sad kid mouthing soundlessly = Hal post-DMZ/post-whatever; "Too Late" is the dream's verdict on the whole race for the Master. Hal's own funeral memory of the dough-plump mound is three scenes back (scene 172, p. 907).
- Bobby C: this era's introduction of the C who later runs the eyelid-sewing crew in the novel's final scene (pp. 972-981, scene 185); his Wo connection is the tripwire Fackelmann hits.
- The chronology strain (with scene 173): "over four years later" (p. 937, scene 177's frame) and n.376's YWQMD pricing vs. "last New Year's Eve of Unsubsidized Time" (p. 915) — cited as written.
- Gately's never-with-a-healthy-girl confrontation (p. 919) and the R.N. material feed the Joelle thread — his shame-laden, chivalric attraction — as does P.H.-J. as his template for loving the helpless.
Notable passages
- p. 918: "his whole faith in the human creature shaken, he'd wept to Gately over the cellular phone" — Sorkin the neurotic book as betrayed parent; why Gately gives the money back.
- p. 920: "It'd be CIRCUMAMBIENT sexual tension, would be the ghostword." — the wraith's lexical possession of Gately in real time; ghosts-wraiths anchor.
- p. 922: "it was like he was trapped inside his huge chattering head… a figurant, mute" — the figurant condition named; pairs with scene 001.
- pp. 922-923: the late-day dread paragraph ("the gray-light late-afternoon dread, always worse in winter… below Herman the Ceiling That Breathed") — depression-anhedonia anchor; the crib continuity with the Dilaudid hallucination (p. 915) and the playpen rising (p. 938).
- p. 923: "his best thoughts were really communiqués from the patient and Abiding dead" — the wraith-doctrine Gately half-accepts; the book's theology of the dead in one line.
- pp. 931-932: "a drug addict was at root a craven and pathetic creature: a thing that basically hides." — the scene's thesis.
- p. 933: "under the pretense — to himself, too, the pretense, was the worst thing — that he was just going to check on poor old Fackelmann" — self-deception anatomized at the exact moment of relapse.
- p. 934: the grave-dream entire ("the sad kid… makes the face of somebody shouting in panic: Too Late.") — the novel's endgame in dream form.
What links here
- "Where is the Master buried": the grave in L'Islet / the Concavity, the Masters willed into the ground, and Gately's grave-dig dream
- Fever dreams: visitors flit in and out, but never Ferocious Francis
- Gately joins Fackelmann's death-binge; Kite flees
- Handing Pamela Hoffman-Jeep off to Gately
- Inside Sorkin's operation: the Wo connection as Fackelmann's tripwire
- Muscle for the bookie Whitey Sorkin — the "Twin Towers"; renamed "Don," nicknameless
- Pamela Hoffman-Jeep
- Proleptic cross-reference: Gately's fever-dream of the "sad kid" digging up a dead man's head
- The $22,000 and the gesture to Sorkin
- The Eighties Bill / Sixties Bob scam — Fackelmann marked for death
- The Eighties Bill / Sixties Bob scam: the mis-booked bet
- The aftermath: the $22,000 reserve and the "eliminated" map
- The burglary vocation: the luxury-apartment scam and the B&E crews
- The chronic skim: getting over on Whitey Sorkin
- The decline: back to orals, soft and fat; and enter Bobby C
- The disease model as the podium teaches it: cross-substance, cunning, and "a thing that basically hides"
- The fatal miscalculation: Dr. Wo, and Eighties Bill's father
- The fever-dreams: Joelle-as-Death, and the graveyard "Too Late" dig
- The flight and the death-binge: hiding in the Blues
- The grave-dream: winged Joelle over the dug-up head; and Gately's doubt about her visit
- The luxury-apartment scam and the raging libido
- The recovery crux: refusing all narcotics despite unimaginable pain — sobriety held above relief
- The wraith visitation: the figurant / radical-realism aesthetic, the muted son, and the entertainment made "to reach" him — the "reach-the-son opus" pole
- The wraith visitations — "Himself" (JOI) interfaces through Gately's brain-voice
- Who Bobby C is: Sorkin's savage third field-operative, the addict who prefers violence
- Scene 003: interview aftermath er
- Scene 086: concavity cabinet clipperton
- Scene 158: hal ennet house door
- Scene 159: notkin spills
- Scene 168: fully functional phil
- Scene 172: hal supine pemulis interface
- Scene 173: gately sorkin twin towers
- Scene 176: steeply accosts joelle
- Scene 177: dilaudid binge
- Scene 178: joelle q interview master
- Scene 184: orin tumbler roaches
- Scene 185: fackelmann sunshine beach
- Abiding through the pain with no Substance
- Abiding through the pain with no Substance — "Mr. Gately is allergic and doesn't…"
- Death's Poster-Child and her mother the lush
- Fackelmann's scam and the wraith's return
- Fackelmann's scam and the wraith's return (p. 922)
- Fackelmann's scam and the wraith's return (p. 923)
- Fackelmann's scam and the wraith's return (p. 933)
- Fackelmann's scam and the wraith's return (pp. 919–920)
- Fackelmann's scam and the wraith's return (pp. 921–922)
- Fackelmann's scam and the wraith's return — "He dreams he’s with a very…"
- Fackelmann's scam and the wraith's return — "the sad kid is trying to…"
- Fackelmann's scam, the wraith returns
- Fackelmann's scam, the wraith returns (p. 920)
- Fackelmann's scam, the wraith returns (p. 922)
- Fackelmann's scam, the wraith returns (p. 925)
- Fackelmann's scam, the wraith returns (p. 926)
- Fackelmann's scam, the wraith returns (p. 933)
- Fackelmann's scam, the wraith returns (p. 934)
- Fackelmann's scam; the wraith returns
- Fackelmann's scam; the wraith returns (p. 917)
- Fackelmann's scam; the wraith returns (p. 921)
- Fackelmann's scam; the wraith returns (p. 922)
- Fackelmann's scam; the wraith returns (p. 926)
- Fackelmann's scam; the wraith returns (p. 931)
- Fackelmann's scam; the wraith returns (p. 932)
- Fackelmann's scam; the wraith returns (p. 933)
- Fackelmann's scam; the wraith returns (p. 934)
- Fackelmann's scam; the wraith returns (pp. 917–918)
- Fackelmann's scam; the wraith returns (pp. 921–922)
- Fackelmann's scam; the wraith returns (pp. 932–933)
- Fackelmann's scam; the wraith returns — "Plus this dreadful time of weak…"
- Fackelmann's scam; the wraith returns — "just like the secret dread he’s…"
- Gately and the wraith (pp. 923–924)
- Gately watches the punter: blubbering at the loss of organized ball
- Gately's fever-memories, the buried-head dream
- Gately's fever-memories, the buried-head dream (pp. 933–934)
- Steeply accosts Joelle
- Steeply accosts Joelle (Surveillance and Disguise)
- Steeply accosts Joelle (p. 934)
- The Dilaudid binge
- The Fackelmann scam and the wraith's return
- The Fackelmann scam and the wraith's return (p. 922)
- The Fackelmann scam and the wraith's return (p. 923)
- The Fackelmann scam and the wraith's return (p. 932)
- The Fackelmann scam and the wraith's return (p. 934)
- The Fackelmann scam and the wraith's return (pp. 917–918)
- The Fackelmann scam and the wraith's return (pp. 922–923)
- The Fackelmann scam and the wraith's return (pp. 933–934)
- The Fackelmann scam and the wraith's return — "Gately comes sharply around when he…"
- The Fackelmann scam and the wraith's return — "Little entr’actes of feverish dreams punctuate…"
- The Fackelmann scam and the wraith's return — "so intent were they on the…"
- The Fackelmann scam; the wraith returns
- The Fackelmann scam; the wraith returns (pp. 929–930)
- a quarter-million translated into grams
- blubbering over the one gift lost
- can't even ask for the means of asking · S2
- can't even ask for the means of asking — "they were leaving him trapped in…" · S2
- the cornered toad in the corner
- the dream-kid whose mouth opens on nothing
- the dream-kid whose mouth opens on nothing — "the sad kid holds something terrible…"
- the fearsomest authority figures, formerly the bullied
- the once-mighty Kite, put in his arm
- the pretense that was the worst thing
- the pretense that was the worst thing — "he let Fackelmann fix them both…"
- the stash-check that finds nothing
- the thing that basically hides
- the thing that basically hides — "a drug addict was at root…"
- what the dread gets blocked with