Every place in Infinite Jest where the ring shows up: annular fusion and the
waste-into-fuel economy, addiction's quit-and-relapse loop, orbits around
Avril, recursive films, revolving doors, circles drawn in chalk and worn into
dirt. Verbatim quotes only, each with its print page and enough setup that you
know where you are in the book.
How it's organized: three sections, by how much weight the passage pulls.
The spine is the short list — the passages that are the theme; read just
that and you've got the whole argument. The supporting cast builds the
threads out. Texture is the hard cutoff: passing flickers and incidental
ring-shapes, filed for completeness, fine to skip. Within each section,
everything runs in book order, front to back, the way the thing's meant to be
read.
The spine
Erdedy waits for the pot delivery · pp. 17-18
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He had tried to stop smoking marijuana maybe 70 or 80 times before. Before this woman knew him. She did not know he had tried to stop. He always lasted a week, or two weeks, or maybe two days, and then he'd think and decide to have some in his home one more last time. One last final time he'd search out someone new, someone he hadn't already told that he had to stop smoking dope and please under no circumstances should they procure him any dope. […] because each time he got some he knew this time had to be the last time, and so told them, asked them, as a favor, never to get him any more, ever.
Context
The book's first addict-portrait, and the addiction loop laid out as plain arithmetic: 70 or 80 revolutions of "one more last time," each turn of the wheel needing a fresh supplier who hasn't heard the speech yet. Erdedy is sitting motionless in his living room waiting for a woman who said she'd come, and the prose itself runs in the habitual tense — the tense of things that happen over and over.
Hal in the Pump Room (p. 53) · p. 53
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beers and bongs in some discreet Academy corner at night to short-circuit the up-and-down cycle […] or maybe occasionally a little Black Star, whenever there's a match- and demand-free weekend, to basically short out the whole motherboard and blow out all the circuits and slowly recover and be almost neurologically reborn and start the gradual cycle all over again… this circular routine, if your basic wiring's OK to begin with, can work surprisingly well throughout adolescence and sometimes into one's like early twenties, before it starts to creep up on you.
Context
Hal is getting secretly high in the Pump Room under the Lung, and the narrator zooms out to explain how E.T.A. kids manage their nervous systems generally: stimulation, release, recovery, repeat. The passage names its own shape — "this circular routine" — and then quietly adds the catch: the circle works fine right up until it doesn't. This is the institutional version of Erdedy's private wheel.
The attaché wets the recliner · p. 54
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The medical attaché, at their apartment, is still viewing the unlabelled cartridge, which he has rewound to the beginning several times and then configured for a recursive loop. He sits there, attached to a congealed supper, watching, at 0020h., having now wet both his pants and the special recliner.
Context
2 April YDAU, twenty past midnight. The first on-screen victim of the Entertainment has done the one thing that makes it permanent: rigged the cartridge to repeat. "Recursive loop" is the book's exact phrase, and from here on the samizdat is never just a film — it's a loop with a person inside it.
J.O.I.'s bio and E.T.A.'s founding (pp. 63–64) · pp. 63-64
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where his development of gamma-refractive indices for lithium-anodized lenses and panels is commonly regarded as one of the big half-dozen discoveries that made possible cold annular fusion and approximate energy-independence for the U.S. and its various allies and protectorates
Context
From the dossier-obituary that introduces James O. Incandenza. This is the causal hinge of the whole world: JOI's optics work sits upstream of cold annular fusion, which sits upstream of O.N.A.N., the Great Concavity, the catapults, the fans — all of it. The novel's macro-annularity is literally this one man's patent. The archive's motif catalog claimed a bold "annulation defined" anchor lived in this dossier; it doesn't — this is the real anchor.
The rise and fall of videophony (pp. 149–150) · pp. 149-150
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(3) But there's some sort of revealing lesson here in the beyond-short-term viability-curve of advances in consumer technology. The career of videophony conforms neatly to this curve's classically annular shape: First there's some sort of terrific, sci-fi-like advance in consumer tech—like from aural to video phoning—which advance always, however, has certain unforeseen disadvantages for the consumer; and then but the market-niches created by those disadvantages—like people's stressfully vain repulsion at their own videophonic appearance—are ingeniously filled via sheer entrepreneurial verve; and yet the very advantages of these ingenious disadvantage-compensations seem all too often to undercut the original high-tech advance, resulting in consumer-recidivism and curve-closure and massive shirt-loss for precipitant investors.
Context
The videophony essay's thesis sentence, with the theme's adjective doing the work: consumer-tech history has a "classically annular shape." Advance, backlash, compensation, collapse, return to start — the market as one more closed curve. Worth noting the word "consumer-recidivism": the same relapse vocabulary the book uses for addicts.
The Madame Psychosis show (pp. 183–184) · pp. 183-184
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Over the screen's left section are four clocks set for different Zones, plus a numberless disk someone hung for a joke, to designate the annularized Great Concavity's No-Time.
Context
Studio furniture at WYYY, 22 Oct YDAU, behind the triptych screen Madame Psychosis broadcasts from. Four working clocks, and then the joke one: a blank disk for the Concavity, where the annular cycles have churned time into No-Time. A circle with no numbers is the theme's cleanest emblem — inside the ring, nothing progresses.
The Enfield Marine units · p. 193
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Ennet House Drug and Alcohol Recovery House is the sixth of seven exterior Units on the grounds of an Enfield Marine Public Health Hospital complex that, from the height of an ATHSCME 2100 industrial displacement fan or Enfield Tennis Academy's hilltop, resembles seven moons orbiting a dead planet.
Context
The establishing shot for the book's whole recovery world: look down from the fan or the hill and Ennet House is one of seven moons in orbit around something dead. The two vantage points DFW offers are themselves the two poles of the annular economy — the waste-displacement fan and the tennis academy.
Joelle's last walk — "What looks like the cage's exit…" · p. 222
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What looks like the cage's exit is actually the bars of the cage. The afternoon's meshes. The entrance says EXIT. There isn't an exit. The ultimate annular fusion: that of exhibit and its cage. Jim's own Cage III: Free Show. It is the cage that has entered her, somehow.
Context
7 Nov YDAU, Joelle on Boylston Street, walking to the party where she means to kill herself. This is the theme's center of gravity: "annular fusion" lifted clean out of the physics and made the figure for addiction — exhibit and cage fused into one ring, the exit revealed as bars. Everything else in this collection orbits this passage. (Confirmed against the print edition: p. 222 runs "white face below" → "Revolving and yet".)
Molly Notkin's party: Joelle's overdose (p. 231) · p. 231
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she feels not empathy or maternal nurture any longer, just a desire to swallow every last drop of saliva she will ever manufacture and exit this vessel, have fifteen more minutes of Too Much Fun, eliminate her own map with the afflatus of the blind god of all doorless cages
Context
Minutes from the bathroom and the freebase. The cage figure from p. 222 gets its deity: the substance as "the blind god of all doorless cages." The annular fusion's no-exit, made theological.
Molly Notkin's party: Joelle's overdose · p. 233
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Fans do not begin to keep it all in the Great Convexity. It creeps back in. What goes around, it comes back around. This your nation refuses to learn. It will keep creeping back in. You cannot give away your filth and prevent all creepage, no? Filth by its very nature it is a thing that is creeping always back. Me, I can remember when your Charles was café with cream. Look now at it. It is the blue river. You have a river outside you that is robin-egg's blue.
Context
Party chatter while Joelle cooks up in the bathroom: a Québecois film scholar states the book's waste-law flat out — "What goes around, it comes back around." You can't export your filth; the circle always closes. The unnaturally blue Charles outside the window is the standing proof. This is the macro-thesis of the whole Concavity plot, delivered as cocktail talk over an overdose.
Mario's ONANtiad · p. 382
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The facial stills that Mario lap-dissolves between are of Johnny Gentle, Famous Crooner, founding standard-bearer of the seminal new 'Clean U.S. Party,' the strange-seeming but politically prescient annular agnation of ultra-right jingoist hunt-deer-with-automatic-weapons types and far-left macrobiotic Save-the-Ozone, -Rain-Forests, -Whales, -Spotted-Owl-and-High-pH-Waterways ponytailed granola-crunchers, a surreal union of both Rush L.– and Hillary R.C.–disillusioned fringes that drew mainstream-media guffaws at their first Convention (held in sterile venue), the seemingly LaRoucheishly marginal party whose first platform's plank had been Let's Shoot Our Wastes Into Space, [n.150] […]
Context
Interdependence Day at E.T.A., everyone watching Mario's puppet film about how the world got this way. Politics goes annular: bend the left-right spectrum far enough and the two ends fuse — an "annular agnation" — and the ring-party's founding plank is, of course, waste ejection. The political origin story of the Concavity, told as a ring.
The Concavity cabinet · p. 402
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SEC. STATE: You mean simply tell the truth? That Johnny's C.U.S.P. platform necessitates—given the unfeasibility of shooting national wastes into space, since NASA hasn't put a successful launch on in over a decade and the rockets simply fall over and blow up and become more waste—that—given the amount of additional waste annular fusion's start-up is going to start putting in circulation the minute start-up commences—that his platform all but necessitates the second-tier option of transforming certain vast stretches of U.S. territory into uninhabitable and probably barbed-wired landfills and fly-shrouded dumps and saprogenic magenta-fogged toxic-disposal sites?
Context
Inside Mario's film: Gentle's cabinet works out what annulation actually requires. Two loops in one breath of puppet-dialogue — the linear disposal plan collapses into itself (rockets become more waste), and annular fusion generates new waste the instant it starts running, the cycle producing exactly what it consumes.
Gately on Boston AA · pp. 445-446
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Gately notices the guy's got a jailhouse tatt of AA's weird little insignia of a triangle inside a circle on one big shoulder.
Context
Gately's long free-indirect tour of Boston AA, and the recovery counter-thesis in two images a page apart: the fellowship's own logo is a triangle held inside a circle, and what AA actually offers isn't less pain but pain with a direction — versus the "repetitive gerbil-wheel" kind. The whole sobriety-vs-addiction question, restated as geometry: a line out, or another lap.
Gately on Boston AA — "At least this pain means you're…" · pp. 445-446
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At least this pain means you're going somewhere, they say, instead of the repetitive gerbil-wheel of addictive pain.
Context
Gately's long free-indirect tour of Boston AA, and the recovery counter-thesis in two images a page apart: the fellowship's own logo is a triangle held inside a circle, and what AA actually offers isn't less pain but pain with a direction — versus the "repetitive gerbil-wheel" kind. The whole sobriety-vs-addiction question, restated as geometry: a line out, or another lap.
Young Jim, his father, and the mattress · p. 502
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The round knob and half its interior hex bolt fell off and hit my room's wooden floor with a loud noise and began then to roll around in a remarkable way, the sheared end of the hex bolt stationary and the round knob, rolling on its circumference, circling it in a spherical orbit, describing two perfectly circular motions on two distinct axes, a non-Euclidian figure on a planar surface, i.e., a cycloid on a sphere:
Context
The memoir-scene: ten-year-old Jim and his drunk father are moving a bed when the doorknob shears off and starts to roll — and the boy watches it trace a circle orbiting a circle. His father is collapsed in dust and vomit in the same room. Out of that wreckage, this is the actual physical event annulation grows from: motion that is all revolution and no progress, performed by a piece of broken hardware.
Young Jim, his father, and the mattress (pp. 502–503) · pp. 502-503
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Because of the lack of resistance or friction against the bare floor, the knob rolled this way for a long time as I watched over the edge of the comforter and mattress, holding my glasses in place, completely distracted from the minor-D shriek of the vacuum below. It occurred to me that the movement of the amputated knob perfectly schematized what it would look like for someone to try to turn somersaults with one hand nailed to the floor. This was how I first became interested in the possibilities of annulation.
Context
The scene's last words, and the book's origin-myth for its central concept, in JOI's own voice. The image he lands on — somersaults with one hand nailed to the floor — is perfect circular motion and mutilated entrapment in a single figure, which is the theme in one sentence. (The same image resurfaces decades later as E.T.A. folklore: see the annulation lecture, p. 570.) (The scene's last line is confirmed on print p. 503, which begins "comforter and mattress" and ends "the sudden sauna-".)
Hal in Tavis's waiting room (pp. 521–522) · pp. 521-522
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The Moms always had this way of establishing herself in the exact center of any room she was in, so that from any angle she was somehow in the line of all sight. […] His brother Orin, during a late-night round of Family Trivia, had once described Avril as The Black Hole of Human Attention. […] When Avril entered a room, any sort of pacing reduced to orbiting, and Hal's pacing became vaguely circular around the waiting room's perimeter as Avril rested her tailbone on the receptionist's desk and crossed her ankles and produced her cigarette case.
Context
An August flashback while Hal waits outside Tavis's office: Avril enters, and the room's geometry reorganizes around her. She takes the exact center; Hal's straight-line pacing bends into orbit. "The Black Hole of Human Attention" — the family system as celestial mechanics, mother as the mass everything curves around.
Gately, Joelle, the veil · p. 536
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U.H.I.D.'d say it's fine to feel inadequate and ashamed because you're not as bright as some others, but that the cycle becomes annular and insidious if you begin to be ashamed of the fact that being unbright shames you, if you try to hide the fact that you feel mentally inadequate, and so go around making jokes about your own dullness and acting as if it didn't bother you at all, pretending you didn't care whether others perceived you as unbright or not.
Context
Joelle, veiled, explaining U.H.I.D. doctrine to Gately at Ennet House — and turning it on him. This is the word "annular" applied directly to a psyche: shame about shame, the second-order loop that feeds itself. The book's physics vocabulary migrating all the way inward, from fusion reactors to the inside of one embarrassed head.
The annulation lecture for Arslanian · p. 571
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[…] then fissioned in a purposely ugly way in such a way as to create like hellacious amounts of highly poisonous radioactive wastes, which are mixed with heavy water and specially heated-zirconium-piped through special heavily guarded heated zirconium pipes back down to Montpelier as raw matériel for the massive poisons needed for toxic lithiumization and waste-intenseness and annular fusion.' […] 'Just a moving right-triangular cycle of interdependence and waste-creation and -utilization. See?'
Context
Pemulis explaining annulation to blindfolded Idris Arslanian in the E.T.A. tunnels — the closest the book ever comes to a straight technical walkthrough. Waste is deliberately manufactured to feed the fusion that produced it, around a Montpelier–Methuen–Loring circuit Pemulis sums up as "a moving right-triangular cycle of interdependence and waste-creation and -utilization." (Idris, in between: 'My head is spinning on its axis.') Another scene the motif catalog had nothing for.
The annulation lecture for Arslanian — "Like but for instance did your…" · p. 572
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Like but for instance did your nation know that the whole annular theory behind a type of fusion that can produce waste that's fuel for a process whose waste is fuel for the fusion: the whole theory behind the physics of it comes out of medicine?' […] 'The study of medicine, Ars. Your part of the world takes annular medicine for granted now, but the whole idea of treating cancer by giving the cancer cells themselves cancer was anathematic just a couple decades back.
Context
The single cleanest statement of the loop anywhere in the book — "waste that's fuel for a process whose waste is fuel for the fusion" — plus its genealogy: annulation began as medicine, curing cancer by giving the cancer cancer. The cure as a recursive dose of the disease, which is also a fair description of every addict's logic in the book.
The AFR's mirror-ambush plan — "They would place a large mirror…" · p. 846
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They would place a large mirror in the deserted road and delude the tennis bus that it must leave the road to avoid impact; its own headlights would delude it. An old F.L.Q. trick.
Context
19 Nov YDAU, the AFR van rolling toward Québec's junior squad. The weapon is a mirror: the bus is destroyed by its own light coming back at it. Destruction by self-reflection is the Entertainment's whole mechanism in miniature — and the image returns, devastatingly, in the novel's final sentences (p. 981).
The Dilaudid binge — "They ran out of the distilled…" · p. 937
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They ran out of the distilled water Fackelmann had in the mixing bowl, and Fackelmann took a cotton and sopped up candy-dyed urine off the floor and cooked up with urine.
Context
The Gately–Fackelmann binge at its nadir. The body's expelled Dilaudid comes back up off the floor and into the needle: waste-into-fuel, executed literally, at the scale of one human being. The Concavity's entire economy, running in a single apartment.
Joelle's interview about the Master (pp. 938–939) · pp. 938-939
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In the first scene I'm going through a revolving door. You know, around in this glass revolving door, and going around out as I go in is somebody I know but apparently haven't seen for a long time […] And instead of going in I keep going around in the door to follow the person out, which person is also still revolving in the door to follow me in, and we whirl in the door like that for several whirls.
Context
Joelle describing, to Steeply, what's actually in the Entertainment — and its opening image turns out to be two people locked in a revolving door, each circling to reach the other and thereby keeping both circling. The lethal cartridge opens on a literal human annulation.
Joelle's interview about the Master — "That's the part of the joke…" · p. 941
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That's the part of the joke he didn't know. Where he's buried is itself buried, now. It's in your annulation-zone. It's not even your territory. And now if you want the thing—he'd enjoy the joke very much, I think. Oh shit yes very much.
Context
Joelle's exit line: the Master cartridge is buried with Jim, and Jim's grave now sits inside the Concavity. The man who invented annulation, swallowed by an annulation-zone — and his burial place itself buried, recursion stacked on top of the ring.
Fackelmann, Sunshine, the beach (p. 981) · p. 981
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The last rotating sight was the chinks coming back through the door, holding big shiny squares of the room. As the floor wafted up and C's grip finally gave, the last thing Gately saw was an Oriental bearing down with the held square and he looked into the square and saw clearly a reflection of his own big square pale head with its eyes closing as the floor finally pounced. And when he came back to, he was flat on his back on the beach in the freezing sand, and it was raining out of a low sky, and the tide was way out.
Context
The novel's final sentences. Gately's last sight before the dark is his own reflection bearing down on him — the AFR's mirror-trap (p. 846) sprung on the book's hero — and then the narrative refuses to end, looping instead back to the tide-and-beach image that has recurred in his dreams all along. The book closes by circling. Annular structure executed at full scale, last page of the main text.
J.O.I.'s filmography: "Annular Fusion Is Our Friend" · p. 986
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Annular Fusion Is Our Friend. B.S. Heliotrope Films, Ltd./Sunstrand Power & Light Co. Documentary cast w/ narrator C. N. Reilly; Sign-Interpreted for the Deaf; 78 mm.; 45 minutes; color; sound. Public relations/advertorial production for New England's Sunstrand Power and Light utility, a nontechnical explanation of the processes of DT-cycle lithiumized annular fusion and its applications in domestic energy production. CELLULOID, MAGNETIC VIDEO
Context
From endnote 24, the filmography: JOI put annular fusion itself on his CV, as a utility-company advertorial — the ring-process literally sold to the public as a friend. (And see p. 910 in the supporting section: when Pemulis reads this title off a cartridge case late in the book, it comes out "Fiend" — confirmed in print as authorial, with Hal correcting it in the next line; the print edition puts it on p. 910.)
J.O.I.'s filmography: "The Joke" · p. 988
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two Ikegami EC-35 video cameras in theater record the 'film' 's audience and project the resultant raster onto screen—the theater audience watching itself watch itself get the obvious 'joke' and become increasingly self-conscious and uncomfortable and hostile supposedly comprises the film's involuted 'antinarrative' flow.
Context
A JOI film that consists entirely of its audience: cameras point at the seats, the screen shows the watchers watching themselves watch. A closed spectation circuit with no content but its own recursion — the Entertainment's trap, prototyped as a gag, sitting right there in the filmography.
J.O.I.'s filmography: "Infinite Jest (V?)" · p. 993
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Infinite Jest (V?). Year of the Trial-Size Dove Bar. Poor Yorick Entertainment Unlimited. 'Madame Psychosis'; no other definitive data. Thorny problem for archivists. Incandenza's last film, Incandenza's death occurring during its post-production. Most archival authorities list as unfinished, unseen. Some list as completion of Infinite Jest (IV), for which Incandenza also used 'Psychosis,' thus list the film under Incandenza's output for Y.T.M.P.
Context
The filmography's master loop closes: the lethal Entertainment is the fifth revolution of a chain of remakes of itself — (I) remade as (II), remade as (III), attempted as (IV), maybe completed as (V?) — and JOI dies inside the last turn. The book's central object isn't just a film that loops; it is a loop, produced by looping. (The earlier links in the chain are in the supporting and texture sections, pp. 987–990.)
Orin and Hal on the phone (p. 1016) · p. 1016
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'I eat, sleep, evacuate, highlight things with yellow markers, and hit balls. I lift things and swing things and run in huge outdoor circles. I am just about as apolitical as someone can be. I am out of all loops but one, by design.'
Context
Hal's self-portrait, deep in the long n.110 phone call: his entire life is circular running plus exactly one loop, "by design." Circle and loop in consecutive sentences, in the first person, from the character whose designed loop — E.T.A.'s daily ring — is precisely what's hollowing him out.
endnote n.150: the circle of reactions · p. 1029
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The years right around the millennium being a terrible U.S. time for waste, then, ozone-wise and landfill-wise and shoddily-disposed-of-dioxins-wise, w/ DT-cycle annular fusion at the stage where they had the generating-massive-amounts-of-high-R-waste part down a lot more pat than the consuming-the-waste-in-a-nuclear-process-whose-own-waste-was-the-fuel-for-the-first-waste-intensive-phase-of-the-circle-of-reactions part.
Context
The macro-definition, from the endnote hanging off the ONANtiad: annular fusion's whole waste-as-fuel scheme compressed into one deranged hyphenated compound, with the historical problem stated as a broken half-circle — generation running ahead of consumption. The hyphen-chain is itself a little loop you have to go around twice.
Struck's AFR train-cult article : the Endless Kiss · p. 1061
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The entire lung contents of the designatedly inhaled player was then exhaled orally into the emptied lungs of his or her opponent, who in turn exhaled the inhalation back to its original owner, and so forth, back and forth, the same air being traded back and forth, with oxygen and carbon dioxide ratios becoming progressively more Spartan […] The figurative object of the "Baisser" competition appears——according to Phelps and Phelps——to involve using what one is given with maximally exhaustive levels of efficiency and endurance before excreting it back whence it came, a stoic stance toward waste utilization
Context
From the scholarly article Struck plagiarizes: la Culte de Baiser Sans Fin, the Endless Kiss — two mouths locked into one closed circuit of air, the same breath traded back and forth until it's used up. The annular-fusion logic run on human respiration, as a cult ordeal: the file's last page and arguably its purest single image of the closed system.
Supporting cast
Hal's admissions interview (p. 5) · p. 5
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C.T. looks to me, his look horribly mild. I do the safe thing, relaxing every muscle in my face, emptying out all expression. I stare carefully into the Kekuléan knot of the middle Dean's necktie.
Context
The novel's opening scene (p. 5). Hal, cornered in the Year of Glad interview and going deliberately blank, picks a spot to stare at — and DFW makes the spot a necktie knot named for Kekulé, the chemist who supposedly discovered the benzene ring after dreaming of a snake swallowing its own tail. A ring planted in the book's opening scene, at the exact moment Hal seals himself in.
Hal eats the mold · p. 11
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'Help! My son ate this!' she yells in Orin's second and more fleshed-out recollection, yelling it over and over, holding the speckled patch aloft in a pincer of fingers, running around and around the garden's rectangle […] 'God! Help! My son ate this! Help!' she kept yelling, running a tight pattern just inside the square of string; and my brother Orin remembers noting how even in hysterical trauma her flight-lines were plumb, her footprints Native-American-straight, her turns, inside the ideogram of string, crisp and martial, crying 'My son ate this! Help!' and lapping me twice before the memory recedes.
Context
Little Hal has eaten a patch of basement mold; Avril circles the garden screaming the same sentence over and over. Repetition in the mouth, closed laps on the ground — panic running in rings, and even mid-hysteria her turns stay crisp inside the boundary. (The same event gets retold from Orin's side in n.234, p. 1044 — see below.)
Erdedy waits for the pot delivery (p. 20) · p. 20
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He'd had to buy a new bong at Bogart's in Porter Square, Cambridge because whenever he finished the last of the substances on hand he always threw out all his bongs and pipes, screens and tubes and rolling papers and roach clips, lighters and Visine and Pepto-Bismol and cookies and frosting, to eliminate all future temptation. He always felt a sense of optimism and firm resolve after he'd discarded the materials. […] He could not remember the color of this new last and final bong.
Context
The material engine under Erdedy's quit-loop: binge, ritual purge of all equipment, fresh resolve, new bong. "New last and final bong" is the whole paradox in four words — and he can't even remember which lap of the wheel this one's color belongs to.
The attaché receives the cartridge (p. 34) · p. 34
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the medical attaché is permitted to ease effortlessly from unwound spectation into a fully relaxed night's sleep, still right there in the recumbent recliner, the TP set to run a recursive loop of low-volume surf and light rain on broad green leaves.
Context
Before the samizdat ever arrives: the attaché's nightly ritual already ends inside a literal "recursive loop" cartridge — surf and rain, repeating till morning. The man the Entertainment will trap forever has been sleeping inside a benign rehearsal of his fate every night.
The attaché receives the cartridge (pp. 36–37) · pp. 36-37
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The medical attaché, in sum, feels tightly wound and badly underappreciated and is prepared in advance to be irritated by the item inside, which is merely a standard black entertainment cartridge, but is wholly unlabelled and not in any sort of colorful or informative or inviting cartridge-case, and has only another of these vapid U.S.A.-type circular smiling heads embossed upon it where the registration- and duration-codes are supposed to be embossed.
Context
The samizdat's packaging: where the duration-code should be, there's a smiley face — a circle where the running time goes. The Entertainment announces on its own label that it has no end, and nobody can read the sign.
Orin's Phoenix morning (p. 43) · p. 43
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The complex is a ring with the pool and deck and Jacuzzi in the center. Heat shimmers off the deck like fumes from fuel. There's that mirage thing where the extreme heat makes the dry deck look wet with fuel.
Context
Orin wakes up inside architecture shaped like the theme: his condo complex is a ring, and the sentences immediately fill it with fuel imagery — heat as fumes, mirage as spilled fuel. The annular-fusion economy ghosted onto domestic real estate.
Orin's Phoenix morning (p. 44) · p. 44
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The dead bird bobbed and barrel-rolled in the foam, sucked under one second and reappearing the next, creating an illusion of continued flight.
Context
The omen: a dead bird in Orin's circular Jacuzzi, churned under and back up in a cycle whose rotation fakes ongoing flight. Repetition simulating life — the annular mechanism in one image, floating in the hot tub.
Orin's Phoenix morning (p. 46) · p. 46
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And so to the glass canyons and merciless light of metro Phoenix, in a kind of desiccated circle, near the Tucson of his own father's desiccated youth.
Context
Orin's trade to Phoenix, named as what it is: "a kind of desiccated circle." The son fleeing the family lands in the same desert his father fled — the generational ring closing, with "desiccated" stamped on both arcs.
Orin's Phoenix morning (p. 47) · p. 47
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Not real bright—she thought the figure he'd trace without thinking on her bare flank after sex was the numeral 8, to give you an idea.
Context
Orin's unconscious post-coital doodle on Subject after Subject: she reads it as an 8, but laid on its side it's the infinity sign — a closed double loop drawn compulsively, the serial-seduction cycle signing itself.
the covert one-hitter and total utilization — "Total utilization of available resources =…" · pp. 49-50
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Total utilization of available resources = lack of publicly detectable waste.
Context
The apparatus of concealment engineered to a principle: every particle inhaled, nothing dispersed, the kit nested in baggies and Ziploc and sport-socks so it leaves no smell and no trace. The aphorism reads like an efficiency slogan but it is really a definition of the secret user's craft — leaving no publicly detectable waste is the entire art, and it takes more organization than a lesser man could sustain.
Gately's DuPlessis burglary · p. 59
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at the height of which agony, hearing his head's pulse as receding thunder and watching his vision's circle shrink as a red aperture around his sight rotates steadily in from the edges, at the height of which he could think only, despite the pain and panic, of what a truly dumb and silly way this was, after all this time, to die […] this Guillaume DuPlessis passed bluely from this life
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DuPlessis, gagged with his own cold, suffocating while Gately burgles the house: dying rendered as a circle closing — a red aperture rotating inward until the ring shrinks to nothing.
the dipsomania that runs two generations on schedule — "probably not helped at all by…" · pp. 63-64
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probably not helped at all by the man’s very gradual spiral into the crippling dipsomania of his late father.
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The family disease is named as inheritance before the novel shows anyone drink, and named twice in the same breath as a spiral that arrives on schedule: the grandfather a dipsomaniacal tragedian crippled at his nadir, and the son, decades on, doing the same "very gradual spiral into the crippling dipsomania of his late father." The word chosen for both men is identical, which is the point — the thing is heritable and it is patient.
J.O.I.'s bio and E.T.A.'s founding — "President J. Gentle (F.C.), acting on…" · p. 65
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President J. Gentle (F.C.), acting on behalf of the U.S.D.D.'s O.N.R. and O.N.A.N.'s post-annular A.E.C., conferred a posthumous citation and conveyed his condolences by classified ARPA-NET Electronic Mail. Incandenza's burial in Québec's L'Islet County was twice delayed by annular hyperfloration cycles.
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The obituary's bleak punchline: the man who made annulation possible can't even get buried on schedule, because the Concavity's "annular hyperfloration cycles" keep delaying the funeral. The system he built, closing over his own grave — twice.
Hal's tennis-court dream · pp. 67-68
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Some of the more marginal players start in as early as maybe twelve, I'm sorry to say, particularly 'drines before matches and then enkephaline [n.26] after, which can generate a whole vicious circle of individual neurochemistry
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Two circles a page apart in Hal's first-person section: the junior-tennis uppers-then-downers "vicious circle" (p. 67), and then, in his recurring dream of the impossibly convolved court, Avril seated in her umbrella's small circle of shadow (p. 68) — the chemical loop and the maternal one, side by side.
Hal's tennis-court dream — "I can make out in the…" · pp. 67-68
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I can make out in the stands stage-left the white sun-umbrella of the Moms; her height raises the white umbrella above her neighbors; she sits in her small circle of shadow, hair white and legs crossed and a delicate fist upraised and tight in total unconditional support.
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Two circles a page apart in Hal's first-person section: the junior-tennis uppers-then-downers "vicious circle" (p. 67), and then, in his recurring dream of the impossibly convolved court, Avril seated in her umbrella's small circle of shadow (p. 68) — the chemical loop and the maternal one, side by side.
The attaché's room fills up · p. 87
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all were watching the recursive loop the medical attaché had rigged on the TP’s viewer the night before, sitting and standing there very still and attentive, looking not one bit distressed or in any way displeased
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Mid-afternoon, 2 April YDAU: wife, assistant, physician, armed guards, two Seventh Day Adventists who saw heads through the window — every rescuer has walked in and been absorbed, one by one, into the same rigged loop. The Entertainment's loop demonstrating its other property: it doesn't just hold you, it accumulates everyone who comes for you.
The feral hamsters · p. 93
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To the east, dimmed by the fulvous cloud the hamsters send up, is the vivid verdant ragged outline of the annularly overfertilized forests of what used to be central Maine.
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The Concavity travelogue, herd of feral hamsters thundering through it. The landscape itself wears the theme's adverb — "annularly overfertilized" — the waste-fuel cycle's grotesque fertility, visible as geography from a distance.
Locker-room Big Buddies · pp. 104-105
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And time in the P.M. locker room seems of limitless depth; they've all been just here before, just like this, and will be again tomorrow. The light saddening outside, a grief felt in the bones, a sharpness to the edge of the lengthening shadows.
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The post-drill slump, stated as the scene's thesis about E.T.A. time: they've been exactly here before and will be exactly here tomorrow — the academy day as an endlessly repeating ring, and the repetition felt not as comfort but as bone-deep grief.
Mario and Millicent Kent · p. 124
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By now the light was about the same color as the ash and clinkers in the bottom of a Weber Grill. The U.S.S. Millicent Kent was leading them in a set of slightly diminishing circles.
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The supposed tripod-hunt in the E.T.A. woods: Millicent Kent walks Mario in a slowly tightening spiral while working up to her confession and lunge — the predator's path is an inward circle. (Bonus: "clinkers" in the adjacent sentence — the burnt-fusion-residue word Hal will etymologize at p. 524.)
Founder lore: the Glynn letter · pp. 139-140
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Due to my surprise at being jerked off the ground so suddenly, I lost my presence of mind and forgot to let go of the rope. Needless to say, I proceeded at a rapid rate up the side of the building. In the vicinity of the third floor I met the barrel coming down. […] As you could imagine, still holding the rope, I began a rather rapid descent from the pulley down the side of the building. In the vicinity of the third floor, I met the barrel coming up. This accounts for the two fractured ankles and the laceration of my legs and lower body.
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The forwarded insurance letter from Ennet House founder-lore: a man and a counterweighted barrel trading places on a pulley, meeting at the same third-floor point on every pass. A perfect mechanical annulation played as slapstick — injury by oscillating cycle.
Founder lore: the Glynn letter (p. 140) · p. 140
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I am sorry to report, however, that as I lay there on the bricks in considerable pain, unable to stand or move and watching the empty barrel six stories above me, I again lost my presence of mind and unfortunately let go of the rope, causing the barrel to begin a
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The letter's last line, cut off mid-sentence by the transmission marker — the barrel poised to begin one more descent exactly where the text dies. The cycle left open and implicitly endless, by typography.
The rise and fall of videophony (pp. 150–151) · pp. 150-151
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And of course but these advantages were nothing other than the once-lost and now-appreciated advantages of good old Bell-era blind aural-only telephoning, with its 6 and (62) pinholes. […] In other words a return to aural-only telephony became, at the closed curve's end, a kind of status-symbol of anti-vanity, such that only callers utterly lacking in self-awareness continued to use videophony and Tableaux, to say nothing of masks […]
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The videophony curve actually closing: consumers arrive back precisely where they started, with the old phone's blindness now a luxury feature. "At the closed curve's end" — the essay names the completed circuit as it completes.
The Madame Psychosis show (p. 185) · p. 185
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The engineer's graduate research specialty is the carbonated translithium particles created and destroyed billions of times a second in the core of a cold-fusion ring. Most of the lithioids can't be smashed or studied and exist mostly to explain gaps and incongruities in annulation equations.
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The student engineer's day job, dropped in mid-broadcast: inside the cold-fusion ring, particles are created and destroyed billions of times a second — and some exist only to make the annulation math close. Even the physics needs phantom entities to keep its circle consistent.
The Madame Psychosis show (p. 191) · p. 191
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The background music is both predictable and, within that predictability, surprising: it's periodic. It suggests expansion without really expanding. It leads up to the exact kind of inevitability it denies.
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Mario listening to the show up at HmH. The cued music is itself an annular form — periodic, promising motion and delivering recurrence. A sentence earlier, the word periodic literally "pops into his head" about her show.
The Madame Psychosis show (p. 192) · p. 192
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Tonight the one caller she ends by taking has a cultured stutter and invites M.P. and the YYY community to consider the fact that the moon, which of course as any sot knows revolves around the earth, does not itself revolve. Is this true? He says it is. That it just stays there, hidden and disclosed by our round shadow's rhythms, but never revolving. That it never turns its face away.
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The show's single call: an orbit that goes around forever without ever rotating — locked face-on, hidden and revealed only by our shadow's cycle. File this one away: it resurfaces inside Joelle's head on her death-day walk, two sentences after the anchor passage (p. 222, below).
Joelle's last walk · p. 222
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Boston Common is like a lush hole Boston's built itself around, a two-k. square of shiny trees and dripping limbs and green benches over wet grass.
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Early in the death-day walk: the city itself as an annulus — a ring of Boston built around a green void. Two paragraphs later the freebase gets described as what "no longer delimits and fills the hole." City, drug, self: rings around holes, all the way down.
Joelle's last walk — "No more deciding to stop at…" · p. 222
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No more deciding to stop at 2300h. and then barely getting through the hour's show and hurtling back home at 0130h. and smoking the Chore Boy's resins and not stopping after all. No more throwing the Material away and then half an hour later rooting through the trash, no more all-fours scrutiny of the carpet in hopes of a piece of lint that looks enough like the Material to try to smoke.
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The "no more" litany on the way to the suicide-party: quit-and-relapse, discard-and-retrieve, down to smoking carpet lint that merely resembles the Material. Note the micro-economy: waste rooted back out of the trash and burned as fuel. Erdedy's wheel, Joelle's version — and the suicide is her plan for snapping the circle.
Joelle's last walk (pp. 222–223) · pp. 222-223
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Something about that caller and the moon, saying the moon never looked away. Revolving and yet not. She had hurtled on back home on the night's final T and gone home and at least finally not turned her face away from the situation, the predicament that she didn't love it anymore she hated it and wanted to stop and also couldn't stop or imagine stopping or living without it.
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Directly after the anchor: the moon-caller from p. 192 comes back inside Joelle's own head, and she makes the orbit hers — "Revolving and yet not." Going around endlessly, never able to turn her face from the thing. The radio call turns out to have been about her. (Print p. 222 ends mid-sentence at "Revolving and yet", so this passage crosses onto p. 223.)
Molly Notkin's party: Joelle's overdose (pp. 230–231) · pp. 230-231
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[…] the difference between suicide and homicide consisting perhaps only in where you think you discern the cage's door: Would she kill somebody else to get out of the cage? Was the allegedly fatally entertaining and scopophiliac thing Jim alleges he made out of her unveiled face here at the start of Y.T.S.D.B. a cage or really a door?
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Joelle watching a dancer at the party, extending the anchor's figure one turn further: if you're fused into the cage, the only question left is where you think the door is — and whether the Entertainment made from her face is a cage or an exit. The book's biggest question, asked in the theme's vocabulary.
Molly Notkin's party: Joelle's overdose — "Comstock says if it even exists…" · p. 233
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Comstock says if it even exists it has to be something more like an aesthetic pharmaceutical. Some beastly post-annular scopophiliacal vector. Suprasubliminals and that. Some kind of abstractable hypnosis, an optical dopamine-cue. A recorded delusion.
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Grad students at the party speculating about the lethal cartridge, and the only category they can reach for is "post-annular" — the energy-cycle word drafted to describe fatal viewing. The two big loops (fusion and spectation) officially share a vocabulary now.
Molly Notkin's party: Joelle's overdose (p. 237) · p. 237
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The Charles rolling away far below the windowless bathroom is vividly blue, more mildly blue on top from the fresh rainwater that had made purple rings appear and widen, a deeper Magic Marker–type blue below the dilute layer, gulls stamped to the cleared sky, motionless as kites. A bulky thump sounds from behind the large flat-top Enfield hill on the river's south shore, a large but relatively shapeless projectile of drums wrapped in brown postal paper and belted with twine hurtling in a broad upward arc that bothers the gulls into dips and wheels […]
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Narrated over Joelle cooking the freebase: rain-rings widening on the annularly-dyed river while an E.W.D. waste-bundle is catapulted toward the Concavity. The macro waste-cycle running in the window of her micro one — the book's two scales of annulation in a single sentence of scenery.
Enfield topography (p. 241) · p. 241
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regional shiny-truck, land-barge, and catapult facilities for the O.N.A.N.-subsidized Empire Waste Displacement Co. (what the Québecois call les trebuchets noirs, spectacular block-long catapults that make a sound like a giant stamping foot as they fling great twine-bundled waste-vehicles into the subannular regions of the Great Concavity at a parabolic altitude exceeding 5 km. […])
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The township inventory: the catapults that feed the "subannular regions" of the Concavity are Enfield's local industry, blocks from E.T.A. The launch end of the great ring is hometown infrastructure, with its own Québecois nickname.
Hal and Orin on the phone about Himself's suicide · p. 247
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‘You and tennis, you and the Saints, Himself and tennis, the Moms and Québec and Royal Victoria, the Moms and immigration, Himself and annulation, Himself and Lyle, Himself and distilled spirits, Himself killing himself, you and Joelle, Himself and Joelle, the Moms and C.T., you v. the Moms, E.T.A., nonexistent films, et cetera.’
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Hal rattling off, for Orin, the complete list of subjects the two of them have never actually discussed — and there in the middle of the family's unspeakables, between Lyle and the liquor, sits "Himself and annulation." The theme is literally on the Incandenza family's do-not-discuss list.
Prorector classes; separatism · p. 309
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And though Tex Watson’s overall handle on Cold-Containment DT-annulation is shaky, his lay-physics survey of combustion and annulation has some sort of academic validity to it, especially because he some terms gets Pemulis to guest-lecture when he and Pemulis are in a period of détente.
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The E.T.A. course catalog: annulation is curriculum — a prorector teaches a shaky lay-physics survey of it, with Pemulis (see the p. 571 lecture for why) as occasional guest star. The world's energy-ring is normal enough to be a Saturday class for teenagers.
Mario's ONANtiad — "and also, recall, a post-Soviet and…" · p. 382
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and also, recall, a post-Soviet and -Jihad era when—somehow even worse—there was no real Foreign Menace of any real unified potency to hate and fear, and the U.S. sort of turned on itself and its own philosophical fatigue and hideous redolent wastes with a spasm of panicked rage that in retrospect seems possible only in a time of geopolitical supremacy and consequent silence, the loss of any external Menace to hate and fear.
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A few lines after the annular-agnation passage: the historical precondition. With no external object left, the national system curves back on itself — the U.S. turning on its own fatigue and its own waste. A closed loop is what a superpower becomes when there's nothing outside it; Experialism follows.
The Concavity cabinet (p. 403) · p. 403
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TINE: Gentlemen, we're going to make an unprecedented intercontinental gift of certain newly expendable northeast American territories, in return for the faute-de-mieux continuation of U.S. waste-displacement access to those territories.
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Tine unveils Experialism in one sentence of puppet-dialogue: give the ruined land away and keep cycling waste into it. The gift that loops back as a disposal conduit — the Great Concavity's founding transaction, and it's circular on its face.
The Concavity cabinet; Clipperton · p. 407
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This catastatic feature of the puppet-film's plot—that Johnny Gentle, Famous Crooner threatens to bomb his own nation and toxify neighbors in an insane pout over Canada's reluctance to take redemised title over O.N.A.N.'s very own vast dump—resonates powerfully with those members of the movie's E.T.A. audience who know that this whole parodic pseudo-ONANtiad scenario is actually a puppet-à-clef-type allusion to the dark legend of one Eric Clipperton and the Clipperton Brigade.
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The narrator connects the film's two plots explicitly: a nation aiming its weapons at itself to get its way is the same closed circuit as Clipperton winning junior tournaments with a gun to his own head. Self-directed force as a loop — the same page runs the headline "'WILLING TO ELIMINATE OWN MAP OUT OF SHEER PIQUE.'"
Young Jim, his father, and the mattress (pp. 500–501) · pp. 500-501
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It was then that it occurred to me that when I'd been supporting the bed's raised mattress with my chest and face preparatory to its removal from the room, the dihedral triangle I'd imagined the mattress forming with the box spring and my body had not in fact even been a closed figure: the box spring and the floor I had stood on did not constitute a continuous plane.
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His father has just collapsed face-down in the dust, and the boy's mind goes to geometry: the figure he'd imagined himself part of never closed. That failed closure is the negative space the doorknob fills two pages later — the perfectly self-closing figure arriving right after the family one falls open.
Young Jim, his father, and the mattress — "The closest conventional analogue I could…" · p. 502
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The closest conventional analogue I could derive for this figure was a cycloid, L'Hôpital's solution to Bernoulli's famous Brachistochrone Problem, the curve traced by a fixed point on the circumference of a circle rolling along a continuous plane. But since here, on the bedroom's floor, a circle was rolling around what was itself the circumference of a circle, the cycloid's standard parametric equations were no longer apposite, those equations' trigonometric expressions here becoming themselves first-order differential equations.
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Young Jim does the math on the rolling knob: a circle rolling on a circle, which breaks the textbook cycloid — the equations themselves go recursive, trig expressions turning into differential equations. Circularity stacked on circularity until even the notation loops. The technical kernel of annulation, derived on a bedroom floor.
NA, hugs, Roy Tony (p. 503) · p. 503
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The chairs were arranged in NA's traditional huge circle, with no tables to sit at and everybody balancing ashtrays on their knees and accidentally kicking over their cups of coffee.
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Johnette Foltz has brought Erdedy and Gompert to a marijuana-focused NA Beginners' Meeting, and recovery's furniture is a ring: the traditional huge circle of chairs. The institutional answer to the addiction loop is — another circle, but one you sit in facing each other.
Hal in Tavis's waiting room (p. 523) · p. 523
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The orbit took him around Lateral Alice Moore's desk in a kind of thick ellipse.
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The flashback's second orbit sighting: Hal's path around the horseshoe desk while he talks with Avril, flexing the bad ankle once per revolution. The narration has fully committed to the celestial vocabulary — it's just "the orbit" now.
Hal in Tavis's waiting room (p. 524) · p. 524
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'He'll put her in the Show before menses, there'll be another enormous fuss and high-rental cartridges of a girl no larger than her racquet beating up on hairy Slavic lesbians, and then by fourteen she'll be like old coal in the bottom of a backyard grill.' […] 'Clinkers,' he said instantly. 'From klinker low German and klinckaerd old Dutch, to sound, ring, nominated to substantive around 1769: a hard mass formed by the fusion of the earthy impurities of like coal, iron ore, limestone.'
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Hal predicts little Tina Echt's burnout, then — asked for the word for spent coal — produces an etymology with the theme buried inside it: a clinker is "a hard mass formed by the fusion of the earthy impurities," and the root means to ring. The junior-tennis machine as a fusion process whose waste product is the player. A sentence later his apple core hits the wastebasket.
Hal in Tavis's waiting room (p. 525) · p. 525
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It's always the Moms's left shoulder Hal looks over, whenever he orbits, and his plans emerged between Avril's invitations to accept some sort of politeness-act.
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Third orbit sighting, and the tell is "whenever he orbits" — it's habitual, a standing fact about how this mother and son share space. The geometry is permanent. (Raw-derived cite p. 525.)
Gately, Joelle, the veil (p. 532) · p. 532
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We didn't even lay him down, we got this idea, one of the guys started walking him around. We all walked him around in circles like some kind of O.D., thought if we could keep him walking til the wagon came he'd be OK. By the end we was dragging him, I think then he was dead.
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Gately telling Joelle about the bar shooting from his bouncing days: the crew walks the dying man in circles because that's what you do for an O.D. A loop performed as first aid, useless, continued past the point of death — helpless ritual circling where help should be.
Gately, Joelle, the veil (p. 535) · p. 535
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In other words you hide your hiding. And you do this out of shame, Don: you're ashamed of the fact that you want to hide from sight. You're ashamed of your uncontrolled craving for shadow. U.H.I.D.'s First Step is admission of powerlessness over the need to hide. […] U.H.I.D. supports us in our decision to hide openly.
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Joelle walking Gately through the veil's logic: shame about shame, hiding the hiding. The recursive structure first — the next page (p. 536, in the spine) gives it the theme's name. "Hide openly" is the U.H.I.D. answer: stop the regress by wearing it.
Gately, Joelle, the veil (p. 537) · p. 537
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The U.H.I.D. in me would say you're trapped in shame about the shame, in response, and that the shame-circle keeps you from really being present for your Staff job, Don.
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The sparring's last escalation: "the shame-circle," compound noun, deployed at Gately like a diagnosis. Each of them accusing the other of living inside the same closed figure.
Lenz's Concavity cult-lore · p. 561
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Whole NNE cults and stelliform subcults Lenz reports as existing around belief systems about the metaphysics of the Concavity and annular fusion and B.S.-1950s-B-cartridge-type-radiation-affected fauna and overfertilization and verdant forests with periodic oasises of purportaged desert and whatever east of the former Montpelier VT area of where the annulated Shawshine River feeds the Charles and tints it the exact same tint of blue as the blue on boxes of Hefty SteelSaks
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Lenz, coked to the gills, monologuing at Bruce Green: annular fusion has folk religions now — whole cults built on Concavity metaphysics, with the "annulated" Shawshine feeding the Charles its garbage-bag blue. The energy cycle as mythology, narrated by the book's least reliable cosmologist.
Lenz's Concavity cult-lore (p. 562) · p. 562
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Lenz shudders just at the thought of the raging Powerlessness he'd feel, he shares, lost and disorientated, wandering in circles in blinding white frozen points due north of all domesticated men, forget the time not even knowing what fucking date it was, his breath an ice-beard
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Lenz imagining being lost in the Concavity: "wandering in circles," outside time, and the word he reaches for is Powerlessness — the AA First-Step term. The addict's loop projected straight onto the annular landscape, by a man currently relapsing.
The annulation lecture for Arslanian (p. 569) · p. 569
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Fossil fuels all the way up to annular fusion/fission cycles, DT-lithiumization, so on and so forth. […] But Doucette's got himself convinced he's got this insurmagulate conceptual block that keeps him from grasping annulation, even superficially.
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Setup for the tunnel lecture: the E.T.A. science curriculum runs all the way up to annular cycles, and poor Doucette's brain simply refuses the concept — annulation as the abstraction the mind "recoils" from (p. 570). The book teasing its own central idea as the thing nobody can hold.
The annulation lecture for Arslanian (p. 570) · p. 570
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Mario in the sauna kept telling Doucette to just imagine somebody doing somersaults with one hand nailed to the ground, which what the fuck is that, and lo and surprise didn't help the Booger a whole lot.
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JOI's private origin-image — somersaults with a hand nailed down, the exact figure that closes scene 099 — has survived him and circulated into E.T.A. sauna folklore, via Mario. The founder's epiphany, downgraded to a baffling study tip: the image itself completing a generational lap.
The annulation lecture for Arslanian (pp. 570–571) · pp. 570-571
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But my whole message to Boog was that DT-cycles aren't all that fucking hard if you don't paralyze your brain with career-with-wings brain-cartoons. The extra-hot breedering and lithiumization stuff gets hairy, but the whole fusion/fission waste-annulation thing in toto you can imagine as nothing but a huge right triangle.
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Pemulis's opening move: the whole terrifying waste-annulation system, shrunk to a shape you can draw — a triangle on the map whose corners feed each other. The closed circuit made teachable.
The annulation lecture for Arslanian — "this equally radical idea that maybe…" · p. 572
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this equally radical idea that maybe you could achieve a high-waste annulating fusion by bombarding highly toxic radioactive particles with massive doses of stuff even more toxic than the radioactive particles. A fusion that feeds on poisons and produces relatively stable plutonium fluoride and uranium tetrafluoride. All you turn out to need is access to mind-staggering volumes of toxic material.
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The corollary that built the Concavity: fusion that eats poison — treat toxicity with worse toxicity, exactly the annular-medicine move scaled up to a power grid. The punchline is the requirement: all you need is endless poison, which the U.S. turns out to be uniquely positioned to supply.
The annulation lecture for Arslanian (pp. 572–573) · pp. 572-573
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Here things get abstractly furry and I'll just skim through the fact that the only kertwang in the whole process environmentally is that the resultant fusion turns out so greedily efficient that it sucks every last toxin and poison out of the surrounding ecosystem, all inhibitors to organic growth for hundreds of radial clicks in every direction.
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The cycle's overshoot: the fusion is too good — it strips the landscape of every growth-inhibitor for hundreds of "radial clicks," producing the monstrous lushness that then has to be re-poisoned. The loop doesn't just run; it has to be actively fed to keep from running away.
The annulation lecture for Arslanian — "Which eradicates the overgrowth until the…" · p. 573
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Which eradicates the overgrowth until the toxins are fused and utilized. The satellite scenario is that the eastern part of Grid 3 goes from overgrown to wasteland to overgrown several times a month. With the first week of the month being especially barren and the last week being like nothing on earth.
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The maintenance regime: keep dumping toxins or the jungle takes everything, so eastern Grid 3 oscillates overgrown–wasteland–overgrown several times a month, on a schedule set by waste-catapult timetables. A landscape with a duty cycle.
The annulation lecture for Arslanian — "Accelerated phenomena, which is actually equivalent…" · p. 573
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Accelerated phenomena, which is actually equivalent to an incredible slowing down of time. The mnemonic rhyme Watson tried to get the Boog to remember here is "Wasteland to lush: time's in no rush."
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The lecture's last stop is time itself: inside the annular zone, acceleration and stasis become the same thing — the cycle spins so fast it stands still. This is the exact idea Doucette's mind refuses ("It jacklights him for the whole annular model overall"), and it rhymes with the numberless No-Time clock at WYYY (p. 183).
The AFR snatch the WYYY engineer · pp. 621-622
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[…] spectate at the circle of impacted waste drawing sober and studious crowds, milling in rings around the impact, earnestly comparing mental notes on just what it is they all see.
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The spect-op essay and the draining of the Public Gardens' duck pond, November YDAU: crowds milling in rings around fallen waste, trucks ringing the geometrically round pond, and the Depend banners overhead getting "möbiusized" by the wind. Later in the scene Tine takes in "the concentric rings of pond and crowd and trucks" — the whole public sphere arranged as nested circles around debris.
The AFR snatch the WYYY engineer — "long shiny trucks just all of…" · pp. 621-622
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[…] long shiny trucks just all of a sudden appear in a ring at pond's rim […]
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The spect-op essay and the draining of the Public Gardens' duck pond, November YDAU: crowds milling in rings around fallen waste, trucks ringing the geometrically round pond, and the Depend banners overhead getting "möbiusized" by the wind. Later in the scene Tine takes in "the concentric rings of pond and crowd and trucks" — the whole public sphere arranged as nested circles around debris.
The AFR snatch the WYYY engineer — "The pond has ducks. The pond…" · pp. 621-622
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The pond has ducks. The pond is perfectly round, its surface roughened to elephant skin by the wind, geometrically round and banked with lawn-quality grass and shrubbery in even-spaced clumps […]
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The spect-op essay and the draining of the Public Gardens' duck pond, November YDAU: crowds milling in rings around fallen waste, trucks ringing the geometrically round pond, and the Depend banners overhead getting "möbiusized" by the wind. Later in the scene Tine takes in "the concentric rings of pond and crowd and trucks" — the whole public sphere arranged as nested circles around debris.
The AFR snatch the WYYY engineer — "The wind keeps blowing the banners…" · pp. 621-622
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The wind keeps blowing the banners sideways, möbiusizing them and then straightening them back out with the loud pop of flags unfurling.
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The spect-op essay and the draining of the Public Gardens' duck pond, November YDAU: crowds milling in rings around fallen waste, trucks ringing the geometrically round pond, and the Depend banners overhead getting "möbiusized" by the wind. Later in the scene Tine takes in "the concentric rings of pond and crowd and trucks" — the whole public sphere arranged as nested circles around debris.
E.T.A. supper with Stice and Hal — "If you could open Stice's head…" · p. 635
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If you could open Stice's head you'd see a wheel inside another wheel, gears and cogs being widgeted into place.
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Stice at dinner, brooding over the moving-furniture business: thinking itself pictured as nested annular machinery, a wheel inside a wheel. (The Ezekiel echo comes free of charge.)
Steeply's father and M*A*S*H (p. 638) · p. 638
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Also, an area of Steeply's left finger was whiter than the skin around it. The removal of a university ring, or more probably a wedding band. It seemed curious to Marathe that Steeply would undergo electrolysis but not take trouble to fix his finger's annular pallor.
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Dawn on the outcropping, Marathe cataloguing Steeply's disguise flaws: a ghost-ring of pale skin where a wedding band used to be — "annular pallor." An absence that persists as a ring, opening a scene that's entirely about a consuming loop.
Steeply's father and M*A*S*H (p. 639) · p. 639
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The fucking thing ran forever, it seemed. The program that would not die. B.S. '70s and '80s before it finally died, mercifully. Set in a military hospital during the U.N.'s action on Korea.
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Steeply starts the story of his father: a TV program that "would not die," running year after year, then re-running in syndication. Entertainment as the loop you can't outlast — the elder Steeply's cage is being built out of broadcast schedules.
Steeply's father and M*A*S*H (p. 641) · p. 641
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As a child, this is when it became impossible to ignore the odor of obsession about the whole thing. The secrecy about the notebook, and the secrecy about the secrecy.
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The father's notebook phase: "the secrecy about the secrecy" — the same second-order fold as Joelle's shame-about-shame (p. 536) and hiding-the- hiding (p. 535). Obsession goes annular when it starts taking itself as object.
Steeply's father and M*A*S*H (p. 642) · p. 642
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It was gradually obvious he was viewing his magnetic recordings of the program "MAS*H" throughout the night, probably over and over again, using a crude white plastic earplug to hide the noise, scribbling feverishly in his notebook.
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The obsession mature: taped episodes replayed all night, every night, in secret. A man rigging his own recursive loop decades before the samizdat — the Entertainment's victim-posture fully formed, with a sitcom in the cartridge slot.
Steeply's father and M*A*S*H (p. 646) · p. 646
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And I kind of half-picture Hank Hoyne in the old man's old recliner, hunched and scribbling feverishly.
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Steeply closes the anecdote by aiming it forward: his father died at full Recline mid-episode, and now Steeply pictures samizdat-victim Hank Hoyne in the same chair. The story of the consuming loop is itself starting its second revolution — that's why he's telling it on this mountain.
The Tunnel Club and the fridge (p. 673) · p. 673
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'Nothing could live in that, rodent or otherwise.' 'So why's that sandwich-meat moving?' 'Maggots?' 'Maggots!'
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The Tunnel Club finally opens the abandoned fridge: sealed-up food has cycled into new life. Nourishment → waste → organism, the book's matter-loop discovered by children in a dorm appliance, complete with screaming.
The Blood Sister finale · pp. 711-712
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This M.S. is the nun who'd saved the Vice-M.S. who'd saved Blood Sister, meaning, ironically, that the evidence Blood Sister needs to prove that her salvation-debt really was discharged is also evidence inimical to the legal interests of the tough nun to whom Blood Sister's own saviour is obligated, so Blood Sister gets increasingly tortured and ill-tempered as evidence of the Mother Superior's guilt accretes.
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Hal watching JOI's Blood Sister: One Tough Nun: the plot is a chain of salvation-debts — each nun saved by a nun saved by a nun — that closes into a loop when the chain's origin turns out to be rotten. Recovery's sponsorship chain, bent into a circle and weaponized, inside a film by the man who invented annulation.
The Blood Sister finale (p. 713) · p. 713
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and the Vice-M.S. has a writhing expression under her askew wimple like Go ahead, make the circle of recidivist retribution against the nun you thought had saved you but ultimately couldn't even save herself complete, complete the lapsarian circuit or whatever.
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The stand-off: the film names its own structure out loud — "the circle of recidivist retribution," "the lapsarian circuit" — and dares its heroine to close it. (She declines; the loop wins anyway.) Even the title cards of JOI's oeuvre know the theme's vocabulary.
Lenz stalks the Chinese women · p. 718
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[…] the guy wore a rat-colored suit and was shooting a suction-cup arrow at the side of a For Lease building and then going up and drawing a miniature chalk circle on the brick around the arrow, and then another circle around that circle, and etc., as in a what's the word.
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A street loon Lenz passes on Bigelow: fire the arrow first, then draw the bullseye around wherever it lands — circle around circle around the accident, meaning manufactured after the fact. Hard not to read it as a little parable about pattern-hunting (the kind this collection does, fairly warned).
Gately, the wraith, the figurants · p. 836
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Other terms and words Gately knows he doesn’t know from a divot in the sod now come crashing through his head with the same ghastly intrusive force, e.g. ACCIACCATURA and ALEMBIC, LATRODECTUS MACTANS and NEUTRAL DENSITY POINT, CHIAROSCURO and PROPRIOCEPTION and TESTUDO and ANNULATE and BRICOLAGE and CATALEPT and GERRYMANDER and SCOPOPHILIA and LAERTES […]
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The wraith — JOI — is beaming vocabulary directly into feverish Gately's head, and right there in the barrage sits ANNULATE. The inventor of annulation, dead, inserting the word itself into the book's hero by lexical force. The theme delivered as haunting.
The AFR's mirror-ambush plan · p. 846
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Balbalis would not allow to stop for this assembly; the snowfall was worse in the Convexity because of the fans to the south.
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A throwaway clause as the AFR van drives north: the blizzard is worse in the Convexity because of the fans — the weather itself is an artifact of the waste-displacement loop. The man-made ring now generates its own climate, which the book's climactic storm rides in on.
Supine Hal; Pemulis interfaces · p. 910
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He scanned. ‘Baby Pictures of Famous Dictators? Fun with Teeth? Annular Fusion Is Our Fiend? I haven’t even heard of half your Dad’s shit that’s here.’
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Pemulis, going through the cartridges in Hal's room, reads the Sunstrand advertorial's title as "Annular Fusion Is Our Fiend" — the filmography (p. 986) says "Friend." The print really does read "Fiend," and the next paragraph carries Hal's correction ("'It's Friend, not Fiend. Either it's mislabeled or the label's peeling."), so the slippage is an in-world mislabel Pemulis reads off the case. The friend-to-fiend slide is the Concavity plot in one vowel.
The Dilaudid binge · p. 935
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[…] the apartment's upscale TP's viewer on a recursive slo-mo loop of some creepy thing Fackelmann liked that was just serial shots of flames from brass lighters, kitchen-matches, pilot lights, birthday candles, votive candles, pillar candles, birch shavings, Bunsen burners, etc.
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The binge's presiding image: the only entertainment running is an explicitly "recursive slo-mo loop" of flames, playing over two nodding addicts for days. The loop-cartridge is Various Small Flames from JOI's filmography (p. 987) — the father's looping film watching over Gately's long fall.
The Dilaudid binge (p. 936) · p. 936
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They watched the pool of urine spread out against the hardwood floor, changing shape, growing curved arms, exploring the fine oak floor. […] The entertainment cartridge's myriad small flames were reflected in the spreading puddle, so that soon Gately could watch without taking his chin off his chest.
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The loop-film reflected in their own spreading piss, so Gately can keep watching without lifting his head. Fire and waste fused into a single viewing surface, the spectator folded bodily into the circuit.
The Dilaudid binge — "The sun outside the big windows…" · p. 937
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The sun outside the big windows seemed to go up and down like a yo-yo.
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Binge-time: whole days reduced to a toy on a string. The diurnal cycle — the book's most ancient loop — compressed into mechanical bobbing, which is how time passes when you're inside the wheel.
The Dilaudid binge — "In his stuporous recall over four…" · p. 937
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In his stuporous recall over four years later in St. E.'s he realizes that this bus is the bus from the dream that wouldn't end and wouldn't go anywhere, but has the sickening realization that the connection between the two buses is itself a dream, or is in a dream […]
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Feverish Gately in the hospital, remembering the binge: a dream nested in the memory of a dream, with the connection between them also dreamed. Recursion proper — the regress with no floor, and his monitor spikes as he falls down it.
Joelle's interview about the Master · p. 941
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That even in U.H.I.D. I hid by hiddenness, in denial about the deformity itself. So Jim took a failed piece and told me it was too perfect to release—it'd paralyze people.
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Joelle to Steeply on the veil: even inside the hiding-organization she "hid by hiddenness" — denial about denial, the same second-order fold she diagnosed in Gately (p. 535), now confessed in the first person.
Hal as accomplice; the Weston house · p. 950
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I remember S. Johnson leaping up on his hind legs and sort of playing the fence with his paws as Mario approached the pen: the rattling chain-link's pitch. The circle of earth worn bare by S.J.'s orbit in the pen when thunder sounded or planes crossed overhead.
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Hal remembering the Weston house: Avril's terrified dog ran the inside of its pen so many times it wore a bare ring into the earth. Anxiety literally inscribing an annulus in the ground — the family's orbital dynamics (p. 521), pet edition.
Hal as accomplice; the Weston house (p. 952) · p. 952
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As in all the subdorm rooms and hallways, a guilloche ran around our walls half a meter from the ceiling. New E.T.A.s always drove themselves bats counting their room's guilloche's interwoven circles. Our room had 811 and truncated bits of -12 and -13, two left halves stuck like open parentheses up in the southwest corner.
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E.T.A.'s buildings are banded with a guilloche — interwoven circles running around every room — and new students obsessively count them. Hal knows his room holds 811 and two halves. The academy literally lives inside rings, and the kids can't stop tallying them.
Orin under the tumbler · p. 971
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There was a kind of louvered screen or vent high on one side of the glass, but no air was coming out. In. The air inside the huge glass was pretty clearly limited, as well, because there was already CO2 steam on the sides. […] Every few seconds Orin wiped the steam of his breath away from the thick glass to see what the faces were doing.
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The AFR's "technical interview": Orin sealed under a giant glass with a finite air supply, breathing and re-breathing his own exhaust, wiping his own breath off the glass to see out. A closed system consuming itself — the Endless Kiss (p. 1061) as torture apparatus, with one participant.
Fackelmann, Sunshine, the beach · p. 980
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The supported swoon spun Gately around, C moving around him like a dancer to slow the fall. Gately got a rotary view of the whole room in almost untakable focus.
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The pharm-grade Sunshine hits and Gately goes down in a slow supported spin — the book's final inventory of a room delivered as one full rotation. The narrative camera literally circles before the lights go out and the last reflection arrives (p. 981, in the spine).
J.O.I.'s filmography: "Annular Amplified Light" · pp. 986-987
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Annular Amplified Light: Some Reflections. B.S. Heliotrope Films/Sunstrand Power & Light Co. […] Second infomercial for Sunstrand Co., a nontechnical explanation of the applications of cooled-photon lasers in DT-cycle lithiumized annular fusion. CELLULOID, MAGNETIC VIDEO
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The second Sunstrand infomercial fuses JOI's two careers — optics and annulation — in one title, with the subtitle punning on it ("Some Reflections"). Light bent into rings, sold to ratepayers.
J.O.I.'s filmography: "Infinite Jest (II)" · p. 987
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Infinite Jest (II). B.S. Latrodectus Mactans Productions. Pam Heath; 35/78 mm.; 90(?) minutes; black and white; silent. Unfinished, unseen attempt at remake of Infinite Jest (I). UNRELEASED
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The remake chain begins: the Entertainment's second incarnation is an unfinished, unseen remake of its first. From here the filmography loops — (III) at p. 988, (IV) at p. 990, and the lethal (V?) at p. 993 (in the spine).
J.O.I.'s filmography: "Various Small Flames" · p. 987
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Various Small Flames. B.S. Latrodectus Mactans Productions. Cosgrove Watt, Pam Heath, Ken N. Johnson; 16 mm.; 25 minutes w/ recursive loop for automatic replay; color; silent w/ sounds of human coitus appropriated from and credited to Caballero Control Corp. adult videos.
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A JOI film built with a "recursive loop for automatic replay" in its very spec sheet — a cartridge designed never to stop. This is the flame-loop Gately and Fackelmann nod out under at p. 935; its imagery even includes stovetop gas rings.
J.O.I.'s filmography: "Infinite Jest (III)" · p. 988
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Infinite Jest (III). B.S. Latrodectus Mactans Productions. Uncredited cast; 16/35 mm.; color; sound. Unfinished, unseen remake of Infinite Jest (I), (II). UNRELEASED
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Third turn of the remake loop, now compounding: a remake of both prior versions at once. The recursion isn't just repeating, it's accreting.
J.O.I.'s filmography: the brick's circuit · p. 989
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the resultant career of one stripped brick is followed, from found-art temporary installation to displacement by E.W.D. catapult to a waste-quarry in southern Québec to its use in the F.L.Q.-incited anti-O.N.A.N. riots of January/Whopper
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From The American Century as Seen Through a Brick: one brick's biography — art object, catapulted waste, insurgent ammunition hurled back. Waste exported north returns as force; the whole Concavity geopolitics traced in a single object's round trip, inside JOI's own filmography.
J.O.I.'s filmography: "Möbius Strips" · p. 989
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Möbius Strips. Year of the Whopper. Lactrodectus Mactans Productions. 'Hugh G. Rection,' Pam Heath, 'Bunny Day,' 'Taffy Appel'; 35 mm.; 109 minutes; black and white; sound. Pornography-parody, possible parodic homage to Fosse's All That Jazz, in which a theoretical physicist ('Rection'), who can only achieve creative mathematical insight during coitus, conceives of Death as a lethally beautiful woman (Heath).
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The one-sided loop as a porn-parody title, conflating coitus, mathematical insight, and Death-as-a-beautiful-woman — which last image is the seed of the Entertainment's content. Desire given annular topology. (Cite-as- written: "Lactrodectus" is the raw's spelling here; elsewhere it's "Latrodectus.")
J.O.I.'s filmography: "Infinite Jest (IV)" · p. 990
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Infinite Jest (IV). Year of the Tucks Medicated Pad. Latrodectus Mactans Productions. Pam Heath (?), 'Madame Psychosis'(?); 78 mm.; 90 minutes(?); color; sound. Unfinished, unseen attempt at completion of Infinite Jest (III). UNRELEASED
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Fourth turn, and the first appearance of 'Madame Psychosis' in the chain — Joelle entering the loop that will eventually be lethal. Still unfinished, still unseen, still circling.
J.O.I.'s filmography: the boy intuits annulation · p. 990
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a boy helps his alcoholic-delusional father and disassociated mother dismantle their bed to search for rodents, and later he intuits the future feasibility of D.T.-cycle lithiumized annular fusion. CELLULOID (UNRELEASED)
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Valuable Coupon Has Been Removed: JOI filmed his own origin story — the bed, the father, the doorknob epiphany of scene 099 — and put it in the filmography. Autobiography re-shot as art, the discovery of annulation itself run through one more loop of representation.
Orin and Hal on the phone · p. 1007
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'Number 7 remains a no-miss proposal, though. Picture this. Obtain a ring. As in a wedding band. So you present yourself to the Subject as visibly married.'
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Orin's seduction Strategy #7 runs on a ring: wear the fidelity-circle precisely in order to break it. Hal's verdict a page later — "suborning somebody into helping you desecrate a tomb they don't know is empty" — names what's inside this particular annulus: nothing.
Orin and Hal on the phone (p. 1015) · p. 1015
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'So why then the united concerted switch from like Let Québec Go […] to all of a sudden Let Canada Go or we blow up ATHSCME towers and stretch mirrors across U.S. highways […] and dicky with waste-vehicle launchers so it rains moose-guano on New Haven […]?'
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Hal cataloguing AFR tactics: sabotage the launchers so the exported waste rains back down on the exporters. The waste arc bent into a returning circle, as terrorism — return-to-sender as a war doctrine.
Orin and Hal on the phone (p. 1017) · p. 1017
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'The issue she raises is is there really any sort of realistic hope of Québec getting Gentle to get O.N.A.N. to reverse the Reconfiguration. Take back the Concavity, shut down the fans, make us acknowledge the waste as fundamentally American waste.'
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The A.F.R.'s actual demand, stated by Hal: un-bend the circle. Stop the fans, take the territory back, and make the loop's origin own its output — "fundamentally American waste." The whole separatist plot is a demand that a ring be opened.
Orin's interview with Steeply · p. 1041
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'In the Moms's family plot. St.-Quelquechose Quebec or something. Never been there. His will said only not anywhere near his own dad's plot. Right near Maine. Heart of the Concavity. The Moms's home town's wiped off the map. Bad ecocycles, real machete-country.'
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Orin, offhand, on where Himself is buried: heart of the Concavity, "bad ecocycles, real machete-country." The hyperfloration vocabulary applied casually to his father's grave — the inventor interred inside his invention's weather (the joke Joelle unpacks at p. 941).
Orin's interview with Steeply (p. 1044) · p. 1044
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' "Help! My son ate this!" She screamed the same thing over and over, holding the mold-rhombus up like a torch, running around just inside the string border […] she kept screaming, running in tight little right-faces just inside this perfect box of string
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The mold story again, this time from Orin's mouth: Avril circuiting just inside her own surveyed string boundary, screaming on repeat. The source-event for the garden-laps sighting at p. 11 — and an early sample of the orbital mechanics scene 102 will systematize.
Struck's AFR train-cult article · p. 1055
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'… that the prenominate oversized infants reputedly do exist, are anomalous and huge, grow but do not develop, feed on the abundance of annularly available edibles the overgrowth periods in the region represent, do deposit titanically outsized scat, and presumably do crawl thunderously about, occasionally sallying south of murated retention lines and into populated areas of New New England.'
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The feral infants of Concavity legend eat off the cycle itself — "annularly available edibles" from the hyperfloration overgrowth. And note their defining property: they "grow but do not develop." Inside the ring, increase without progress — the infants are the cycle, made flesh.
Struck's AFR train-cult article — "The massive, feral infants, formed by…" · p. 1056
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'The massive, feral infants, formed by toxicity and sustained by annulation, however, are, from the vulgate perspective of this Year of the Whisper-Quiet Maytag Dishmaster, essentially passive icons of the Experialist gestalt.'
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Said straight out: "formed by toxicity and sustained by annulation." The system's waste, embodied, alive, and kept alive by the same loop that made it. The academic prose calls them icons; they're closer to the ring's self-portrait.
Struck's AFR train-cult article — "The legless Quebecker Wheelchair Assassins, although…" · p. 1056
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The legless Quebecker Wheelchair Assassins, although legless and confined to wheelchairs, nevertheless contrive to have situated large reflective devices across odd-numbered United States highways […] to have disrupted pipelines between processing points in the eastern Reconfiguration's annular fusion grid, have been linked to attempts at systemic damage of the federally contracted Empire Waste Displacement's launch and reception facilities on both sides of the Reconfigured intracontinental border
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The AFR's campaign, itemized: mirrors across highways, fusion-grid pipelines cut, waste-launch facilities hit. Men on wheels making war on the ring economy — every target is a piece of the annular plumbing.
Struck's AFR train-cult article (p. 1057) · p. 1057
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the cessation of all E.W.D. airborne waste displacement and ATHSCME rotary air mass displacement activity within 175 kilometers of Canadian soil, the removal of all fission/waste/fusion annulars north of the 42°-N. Parallel, and the secession of Canada in toto from the Organization of North American Nations
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The demands in treaty language: "the removal of all fission/waste/fusion annulars." The theme's machinery named as a single noun — annulars — in a list of war aims. Dismantle the rings or else.
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Hal's admissions interview · pp. 9-10
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I can picture deLint and White sitting with their elbows on their knees in the defecatory posture of all athletes at rest, deLint staring at his huge thumbs, while C.T. in the reception area paces in a tight ellipse, speaking into his portable phone.
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Hal alone with the Deans, picturing the exiled E.T.A. party outside: C.T.'s anxiety takes the shape of a closed orbit — a tight ellipse, going nowhere.
Erdedy waits for the pot delivery (p. 22) · p. 22
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Two dry mouths bumping at each other, trying to kiss, his self-conscious thoughts twisting around on themselves like a snake on a stick while he bucked and snorted dryly above her […]
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Erdedy imagining stoned sex: self-consciousness as a coiled, self-circling snake — thought watching thought, given an ouroboric body.
The attaché receives the cartridge · p. 37
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then will insert the recursive surf-and-rain cartridge and make a well-deserved early Wednesday evening of it […]
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The attaché's plan for the evening: end the night in his own chosen recursive loop. The unlabelled cartridge's loop claims him first.
Orin's Phoenix morning · pp. 43-44
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The note from last night's Subject is on violet bond once folded and with a circle of darker violet dead-center where the subject's perfume-spritzer had hit it. The only interesting thing about the script, but also depressing, is that every single circle—o's, d's, p's, the #s 6 and 8—is darkened in, while the i's are dotted not with circles but with tiny little Valentine hearts, which are not darkened in.
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The Subject's note, read at the center of the ring-shaped complex: a perfume circle dead-center, every written circle obsessively blacked in, the hearts left empty.
Orin's Phoenix morning (p. 48) · p. 48
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and the body-sized receptacle rotates the test-subject counterclockwise, with brutal speed, so that the old sneakers point up and then left and then down and then right and then up, faster and faster, the machine's blurps and tweets not even coming close to covering Fenton's entombed howls as his worst delusional fears came true in digital stereo
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The P.E.T.-scan documentary Orin can't look away from: a human body spun in circles while his delusions come true. Rotation as torture chamber.
Hal in the Pump Room · p. 52
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On the engineering diagrams the Pump Room's maybe about twenty meters directly beneath the centermost courts in the middle row of courts, and looks like a kind of spider hanging upside-down—an unfenestrated oval chamber with six man-sized curved ducts radiating up and out to exit points on the grounds above. […] The intake fans pull ground-level winter air down into and around the room and through the three exhaust fans and up the outtake ducts into networks of pneumatic tubing in the Lung's sides and dome: it's the pressure of the moving air that keeps the fragile Lung inflated.
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The room where Hal gets secretly high is an annular machine — oval hub, radial ducts, a perpetual air-circulation loop that's the only thing keeping the Lung up.
J.O.I.'s bio and E.T.A.'s founding · p. 65
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An interview with Incandenza was posthumously included in a book on the genesis of annulation.
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The obituary's last filing: JOI's afterlife is in the literature of ring-formation.
Kate Gompert in the psych ward · p. 69
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The patient Ms. Gompert seemed both to be fighting for breath and to be breathing rapidly enough to induce hypocapnia; the doctor could not be expected not also to notice that she had fairly large breasts that rose and fell rapidly inside the circle of arms with which she hugged her knees.
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Suicidal Kate hugging her knees: the body self-enclosed in a circle of its own arms.
Desert dusk interstitial · p. 97
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Only one or two remaining tips of the digitate spikes of the radial blades of the sun found crevices between the Tortolitas' peaks and probed at the roof of the sky.
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Sundown over Marathe and Steeply's outcropping: the sun as a radial, spoked mechanism, marking one turn of the wheel their all-night dialogue hangs on. Marginal — kept for the record.
The rise and fall of videophony · pp. 144-145
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THE ADVENT OF VIDEO-TELEPHONING (A.K.A. 'VIDEOPHONY') ENJOYED AN INTERVAL OF HUGE CONSUMER POPULARITY […] BUT WHY, WITHIN LIKE 16 MONTHS OR 5 SALES QUARTERS, THE TUMESCENT DEMAND CURVE FOR 'VIDEOPHONY' SUDDENLY COLLAPSED LIKE A KICKED TENT […] AND BUT SO WHY THE ABRUPT CONSUMER RETREAT BACK TO GOOD OLD VOICE-ONLY TELEPHONING?
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The essay's all-caps framing question: rise, collapse, return to start.
J.O.I.'s father's garage monologue · pp. 157, 162
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Your mother back in California before you were born, before she became a devoted mother and long-suffering wife and breadwinner, son, your mother had a bit part in a Marlon Brando movie.
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JOI Sr. in the Tucson garage, announcing the move "back to California" — the family's AZ↔CA shuttle, whose final arc (per Carlisle) is Hal's Year of Glad interview back in Tucson.
J.O.I.'s father's garage monologue — "did your mother tell you we're…" · pp. 157, 162
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did your mother tell you we're moving? That we're moving back to California finally this spring? We're moving, son, I'm harking one last attempted time to that celluloid siren's call, I'm giving it the one last total shot a man's obligation to his last waning talent deserves, Jim, we're headed for the big time again at last for the first time since she announced she was having you, Jim, hitting the road, celluloid-bound
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JOI Sr. in the Tucson garage, announcing the move "back to California" — the family's AZ↔CA shuttle, whose final arc (per Carlisle) is Hal's Year of Glad interview back in Tucson.
The Madame Psychosis show · p. 184
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This aerial, low-watt, has been rigged by the station's EM-wienies to tilt and spin, not unlike a centrifugal theme-park-type ride, spraying the signal in all directions. […] The aerial, inclined at about the angle of a 3-km. cannon, spins in a blurred ellipse—its rotary base is elliptical because that's the only shape the EM-wienies could rig a mold for.
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The broadcast hardware: Madame Psychosis's voice flung citywide by a spinning ring on the brain-building's roof.
The Madame Psychosis show (p. 186) · p. 186
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a kind of safety-balcony of skull-colored polybutylene resin, which curves around the midbrain from the inferior frontal sulcus to the parietooccipital sulcus—a halo-ish ring at the level of like eaves […] so that the balcony resembles at once corporeal bone and numinous aura
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The M.I.T. Union's brain-shaped roof wears a literal ring: fire-code balcony as halo, bone and aura at once.
The Madame Psychosis show (p. 187) · p. 187
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The pulsing aircraft-alert light of the aerial is magenta, a sharp and much closer star, now, with his fingers laced behind his head, reclined and gazing upward, listening, the centrifugal whirl's speed making its tip's light trail color across the eyes. The light's oval a bloody halo over the very barest of all possible heads.
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The engineer reclined in a rooftop sulcus under the spinning aerial: the rotation drawn as a "bloody halo," doubling the resin one a page earlier.
Enfield topography · p. 242
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a monstrous mega-ohm insulator-cluster at the terminus of a string of signs trailing in from the northeast, each sign talking with many Ø's about how many annular-generated amps are waiting underground for anyone who digs or in any way dicks around, with hair-raising nonverbal stick-figure symbols of somebody with a shovel going up like a Kleenex in the fireplace.
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The cycle's return end as hometown signage: "annular-generated amps" waiting lethal underground, completing 063's waste-out/energy-back pair with the catapults at p. 241.
Marathe and Steeply on choosing · p. 318
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Marathe made small emphatic circles and cuts in the air while he spoke: 'These facts of situation, which speak so loudly of your Bureau's fear of this samizdat: now is what has happened when a people choose nothing over themselves to love, each one.'
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Both men's hands trace circles in the air while they argue about a nation closing in on itself. The gestures agree with the thesis.
Marathe and Steeply on choosing — "Steeply removed with cool deliberation another…" · p. 318
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Steeply removed with cool deliberation another Belgian cigarette and lit it, this time on the first match. Waving the match out with a circular flourish and snap.
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Both men's hands trace circles in the air while they argue about a nation closing in on itself. The gestures agree with the thesis.
The Eschaton debacle · pp. 327, 339
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A mint-green Ford sedan has passed through the gate's raised portcullis and is trying to parallel park between two dumpsters in the circular drive behind West House, which is behind and to the neck-straining left of the Gatorade pavilion.
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Eschaton's geography opens on the circular drive; once the game collapses into real violence, wounded Ingersoll limps in small circles. Injury makes orbits here — a recurring E.T.A. physics.
The Eschaton debacle — "One warhead hits Ingersoll in the…" · pp. 327, 339
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One warhead hits Ingersoll in the neck and another solidly in the meat of the thigh. Ingersoll begins to limp around in small circles holding his neck, crying in that slow-motion shuddery way little kids have when they're crying more at the fact of being hurt than at the hurt itself.
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Eschaton's geography opens on the circular drive; once the game collapses into real violence, wounded Ingersoll limps in small circles. Injury makes orbits here — a recurring E.T.A. physics.
The Concavity cabinet (p. 398) · p. 398
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SUB ROSA FUSION-IN-POISONOUS-ENVIRONMENT TEST SITE ALLEGED AT MONTPELIER, VT—Scientific North American Header;
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From the puppet film's headline montage: the first public trace of fusion-that-runs-inside-poison, i.e. waste as fuel. (The raw mesh has no p. 399 marker, so the whole montage cites to 398, ±1.)
Marathe and Steeply: the soup · pp. 423, 425, 427
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A bonfire of young persons was burning some k. down away on the desert floor, the flames burning in a seeming ring instead of a sphere.
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The night dialogue's ambient rings: a bonfire burning as a ring, Marathe's habitual rotary gesture, and his Public Garden reverie of ducks gliding in circles.
Marathe and Steeply: the soup — "Marathe made his rotary gesture of…" · pp. 423, 425, 427
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Marathe made his rotary gesture of impatience, slowly.
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The night dialogue's ambient rings: a bonfire burning as a ring, Marathe's habitual rotary gesture, and his Public Garden reverie of ducks gliding in circles.
Marathe and Steeply: the soup — "also pigeons, and ducks with tight…" · pp. 423, 425, 427
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also pigeons, and ducks with tight emerald heads gliding in circles, their eyes round stones, moving as if without effort, gliding upon the water as if legless below.
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The night dialogue's ambient rings: a bonfire burning as a ring, Marathe's habitual rotary gesture, and his Public Garden reverie of ducks gliding in circles.
p-terminals and rivers of reward · p. 474
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Marathe made a very slight version of his rotary motion of impatience: ‘From the A.D. 1970s of time. This never has come to be. There would have been no development of the Happy Patch…’
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The rotary gesture again, mid-argument about wireheading — Marathe's signature motion is a small circle, deployed scene after scene.
The AFR raid the Antitois · p. 486
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and, now, turning, heart loud in his head, can now see, in the carefully placed display mirrors’ angles, spikes of light off rotary metal rotating at a height about waist-level to a huge standing man w/ broom clutched to barrel chest, there are great quiet numbers of persons in wheelchairs moving in the room with him, in the shoproom, moving calmly into position behind waist-high glass counters full of wacky notions.
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Lucien Antitoi's last minutes: the AFR announce themselves as "spikes of light off rotary metal rotating" in the shop mirrors — the wheel, the assassins' own annulus, glimpsed in reflection before the violence.
The Master-copies temptation · p. 489
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Around the bonfire, far out below upon the desert floor, rotated a ring of smaller and palsied fires, persons carrying torches or fires.
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Pre-dawn from the outcropping: torch-bearers rotating in a ring around the central fire — the conversation's fixed point, circled by movement all night.
Young Jim, his father, and the mattress (p. 497) · p. 497
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I briefly imagined every piece of furniture in the bedroom covered with sheets and the room unoccupied for years as the sun rose and crossed and fell outside the window, the room's daylight becoming staler and staler.
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Young Jim's reverie over the dusty bed frame: years of diurnal cycles that renew nothing — the sterile face of repetition, just before the doorknob shows him the generative one.
NA, hugs, Roy Tony · p. 504
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At the close of this Monday Beginners' Meeting everybody got up and held hands in a circle and recited the NA-Conference-Approved 'Just For Today,' then they all recited the Our Father, not exactly in unison.
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The meeting's close: the chair-circle re-formed in flesh for the recitations.
Hal in Tavis's waiting room · p. 509
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Two of the room's six institutional-plush chairs, whose legs were steel tubes bent into big ellipses, which wobbled, so that while the chairs couldn't really be rocked in they could be sort of bobbed in, which Michael Pemulis was doing absently as he waited […] The printout kept rotating in Pemulis's hands.
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The waiting room's furniture runs on ellipses, and Pemulis's incriminating printout literally rotates — seed imagery for the orbit cluster that takes over the scene's flashback.
Hal in Tavis's waiting room (p. 513) · p. 513
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Lateral Alice Moore's desk's chair's wheels fit on a track with an electrified third rail, so she can slide from one corner of the horseshoe's arc to the other—more or less laterally—at the touch of a cerise desktop button.
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Lateral Alice Moore lives on the arc of her horseshoe desk — a life constrained to a partial ring (and it's this desk Hal's orbit will round at p. 523).
Hal in Tavis's waiting room (p. 518) · p. 518
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the kid apparently had on-court use of only one hand because the other had to pull around beside him a kind of rolling IV-stand appliance with a halo-shaped metal brace welded to it at head-height, to encircle and support his head
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The blind prospective student (Dymphna, by scene 114's account): a skull held together by a literal ring. Encirclement as life-support.
Hal in Tavis's waiting room (p. 526) · p. 526
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Zegarelli D.D.S. had dry dark green eyes that bulged above his mint-blue mask, as in like olives where eyes should be, as he leaned in to proceed, his dental overhead light's corona giving him one of those malperspectived medieval halos that seem to stand on end.
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Hal's morning tooth extraction: the dentist haloed by his own lamp's corona. Atmospheric ring, nothing more — filed accordingly.
Hal in Tavis's waiting room (p. 527) · p. 527
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a C.T. who's sitting pulsing with swollen proximity in his seagrass swivel-chair and almost done coolly bending a giant paper clip into a sort of cardioid or else sloppy circle
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The summons arrives while Tavis, dangerously quiet, bends a paper clip into a near-circle. Menace as the slow completing of a loop.
E.T.A. supper with Stice and Hal · p. 631
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The littler kids running in tight circles trying to follow the shadow of the ceiling fan.
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Dining-hall panorama, 11 Nov YDAU: children unconsciously orbiting a rotating shadow.
E.T.A. supper with Stice and Hal — "steering way clear of the custodian…" · p. 635
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[…] steering way clear of the custodian and dull-steel bucket on rollers and the mop spreading and diluting Makulic's chyme out in a thinning circle that clears three tables […]
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Hal and Troeltsch detour around vomit being mopped into a slowly widening, thinning circle. Even the custodial work is annular.
Steeply's father and M*A*S*H · p. 643
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This was prior to the days of North American laws of recircling [n.264] of newspapers.
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Marathe's coinage for recycling — "recircling" — waste returned to circulation as a literalized pun, dropped mid-anecdote.
Gompert, Day, the billowing shape · p. 649
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'Like you really care.' Kate Gompert's voice is toneless and hard to hear because it issues from out of the circle formed by her crossed legs.
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0245h. in the Ennet House living room: Gompert's depressive posture literally encircles her own voice — speech from inside a self-made ring. (Her psych-ward arms made the same shape at p. 69.)
The Tunnel Club and the fridge · p. 666
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There are access tunnels and hallway tunnels, with rooms and labs and Pump Room's Lung-nexus off both sides, utility tunnels and storage tunnels and little blunt off-tunnels connecting tunnels to other tunnels. Maybe about sixteen different tunnels in all, in a shape that's more generally ovoid than anything else.
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The under-campus survey: E.T.A. sits on top of an ovoid loop of tunnels feeding back into each other. The school is built over a ring.
The Tunnel Club and the fridge — "Discarded fridgelettes, empty boxes, immovable and…" · p. 669
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Discarded fridgelettes, empty boxes, immovable and complexly-address-labelled trunks […] and, along the seam of wall and floor, brittle limb-shaped husks of exfoliated Pledge, expanses of arm and leg already half-decayed into fragrant dust—this comprising the bulk of the crud down here
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The tunnel waste inventory: a cleaning product that has shed body-shaped husks now decaying back into dust. Product → limb → dust, the matter-cycle running under the school — and a planted wraith clue besides.
The Tunnel Club and the fridge — "It's utterly dark except for the…" · p. 669
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It's utterly dark except for the dime-sized discs of their low-diffusion B.P.s, because they've left the tunnels' strings of bare overhead bulbs off
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The boys' flashlights reduced to small discs in total darkness.
The Tunnel Club and the fridge (p. 670) · p. 670
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An infestation of feral hamsters in the waste-rich terrain of metro Boston, to say nothing of the clutter-tunnelled E.T.A. grounds, would be an almost grand-scale public-health disaster, would cause simply no end of adult running-in-circles and knuckle-biting, and would consume megacalories of displaced pre-adolescent stress for the E.T.A. players.
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The feral-hamster bogey paragraph: adult panic as literal circular motion, in "waste-rich" terrain, with disaster consumed as fuel by the kids — circles, waste, and energy-conversion in one sentence.
Hal–Stice from the bleachers · p. 674
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Poutrincourt's right forearm was almost twice the size of her left. She wore white sneakers and a Donnay warmup of a deep glowing neutron-blue that clashed hideously with both their caps. The circles beneath her eyes were also blue.
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Even Poutrincourt's fatigue is rendered annular: blue circles under the eyes, noted by Steeply-as-Helen in the bleachers.
Hal–Stice from the bleachers (pp. 675–676) · pp. 675-676
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The Canadian prorector's hands moved in small circles out front to indicate engagement in the conversation. Americans' conversational hands sit like lumps of dough most of the time, Rémy Marathe had pointed out once.
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Poutrincourt's conversational hands move in circles — Canadian speech itself circling, per Marathe's old observation.
Kate concussed in the purse-snatch · p. 716
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The apparition spun itself violently around, trying to shake off Ruth van Cleve, and her/its spin with her purse took the strap-attached Kate Gompert (who didn't weigh very much) out around in a wide circle (she'd had a flashback of reminiscence back to Crack-the-Whip at the Wellesley Hills Skating Club's rink's 'Wee Blades' Toddler Skating Hour, as a child), gaining speed; and then a rust-pocked curbside lightpost rotated toward her, also gaining speed […]
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Poor Tony's spin whips Gompert in a widening circle into a lightpost, complete with a childhood Crack-the-Whip flashback mid-arc. Violence as rotation.
care bounded by the rules of the House · p. 752
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She used the last of the room’s Kleenex dusting all five bedside tables, wiping in careful rings around objects she wasn’t to touch.
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Even the compulsion is now fenced by communal-living rules: she cleans everyone's table but wipes in careful rings around the possessions she isn't permitted to handle, the ritual made effortful and considerate at once. Recovery domesticates the drive — the same hands that once cleaned behind refrigerators at 0400 now work within boundaries, tending the shared room without trespassing on what isn't hers.
Marathe's quadruple-agent calculus · p. 754
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The young girl of substitute authority made a curious circle with two of her fingers in the air of the doorway. Some kind of signal of the hand to the chief authority. Every finger of the hand of the girl wore a ring of different type.
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Johnette signaling Pat Montesian, as parsed by Marathe's narrating register: a finger-circle in the air, from a hand wearing a ring on every finger.
Hal, blizzard, anhedonia · p. 851
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20 NOVEMBER YEAR OF THE DEPEND ADULT UNDERGARMENT GAUDEAMUS IGITUR
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The "therefore let us rejoice" heading that ran the festival sections at pp. 321, 343, and 380 recurs over Hal's bleakest first-person stretch — the same banner coming around again, ringlike, with the irony inverted.
Stice stuck to the window · p. 870
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Rooms’ vents were recessed, hallway-vents protrusive. E.T.A.’s annular heating system produced a lubricated hum I had stopped really hearing years ago.
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Hal at the sinks, late: the academy's heat is an "annular" system, humming below attention. The ring as unnoticed background infrastructure — which is the texture stratum's whole thesis, really.
Hal as accomplice; the Weston house (p. 957) · p. 957
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Sex between the Moms and C.T. I imagined as both frenetic and weary, with a kind of doomed timeless Faulknerian feel to it. I imagined the Moms's eyes open and staring blankly at the ceiling the whole time. I imagined C.T. never once shutting up, talking around and around whatever was taking place between them.
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Hal imagining Avril's lovers: C.T.'s speech as circumlocution literalized, talk that orbits its subject without ever landing.
J.O.I.'s filmography: Meniscus Films · p. 986
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Cage. [*5] Dated only 'Before Subsidization.' Meniscus Films, Ltd. Uncredited cast; 16 mm.; .5 minutes; black and white; sound. Soliloquized parody of a broadcast-television advertisement for shampoo, utilizing four convex mirrors, two planar mirrors, and one actress. UNRELEASED
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First raw appearance of "Meniscus Films, Ltd." — the company name recurs six times, always bare.
J.O.I.'s filmography: "The Machine in the Ghost" · p. 988
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The Machine in the Ghost: Annular Holography for Fun and Prophet. B.S. Heliotrope Films, Ltd./National Film Board of Canada. Narrator P. A. Heaven; 78 mm.; 35 minutes; color; sound. Nontechnical introduction to theories of annular enhancement and zone-plating and their applications in high-resolution laser holography. UNRELEASED DUE TO US/CANADIAN DIPLOMATIC TENSIONS
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"Annular enhancement" extends the ring from energy into holography — JOI's universal technique, with a pun in the subtitle.
J.O.I.'s filmography: "Blood Sister" · p. 990
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Parody of revenge/recidivism action genre, a formerly delinquent nun's (Hurley's) failure to reform a juvenile delinquent (Chumm) leads to a rampage of recidivist revenge.
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The filmography entry for Blood Sister: reform-relapse-revenge as genre engine — kin to Erdedy's wheel and the film's own "circle of recidivist retribution" (p. 713).
Orin and Hal on the phone (p. 1005) · p. 1005
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Hal's own odd match was truncated when C-squadder Hugh Pemberton took a ball in the eye up at net and began wandering the service box in wobbled circles.
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Injury makes orbits again: a ball to the eye, and Pemberton wanders the service box in wobbled circles.
Orin and Hal on the phone (p. 1009) · p. 1009
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'He never even got his stick up. Right in the left socket. It made a sound like a champagne cork. […] He was walking around in diminishing circles like he'd been hit with a mallet.'
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The same injury retold, now with the exact recurring figure: "diminishing circles" — the decaying orbit as concussion image, same phrase as Millicent Kent's path at p. 124.
Orin and Hal on the phone (p. 1019) · p. 1019
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'We're wearing a groove in the same track again, O.'
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Hal, late in the call: the brothers' conversation is itself looping, wearing a circular groove. Dialogue enacting the geometry under discussion.
endnote n.157: Avril's hat-circle · p. 1030
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An oblique little in-tribute from Mario to the Moms, at which line every year Avril at the Headmaster's Table takes off the witch's hat and holds it by the brim and whips it around in an enthused circle three times over her head.
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Avril's annual ritual: a circular gesture nested inside a yearly cycle, performed "every year" on cue.
Orin's interview with Steeply (p. 1039) · p. 1039
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Bain wasted huge amounts of time on all these countless rituals of washing, cleaning, checking things, walking, […] could only go through a doorway if he'd felt all around the frame of the doorway by hand, checking the frame for God knows what, and then was totally unable to trust his senses and always had to recheck the doorway he'd just checked.
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Marlon Bain's O.C.D.: the check that demands rechecking of itself, a self-feeding loop that grinds life to a halt. Kin to the quit/binge wheel, filed as texture.