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Big Buddy session: insolence undecidable

quote

He can’t tell whether Ingersoll’s being insolent.

Context

The register has gone fully undecidable, and the scene locates why it galls Hal so specifically. He literally cannot read whether the boy means his ironies — insolence and irony have become indistinguishable — and Lyle's earlier diagnosis, which Hal has "acquiesced to," names the reason: Ingersoll repels him because Hal sees in the kid "certain parts of himself he can't or won't accept," the reflexive self-advancing irony, the intelligence squandered on impression-management. The ironist can't decode the boy because the boy is his own disowned mirror; unreadability at close range is the cost of an armor Hal wears too.

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