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Orin phones Hal about Himself's suicide — "It was like one of those…"

quote

It was like one of those final exams in nightmares where you prepare immaculately and then you get there and all the exam questions are in Hindi.

Context

Hal on presenting textbook-perfect Kübler-Ross symptoms to the grief-therapist and getting nowhere — the universally recognizable exam-nightmare invoked for an authority who won't define the goods. Strictly a nightmare-figure rather than dreamt material (the scope excludes dream-similes), but the roster note for 064 names it explicitly, so it's carried at the texture cutoff: the dream-genre as Hal's only available language for waking panic, two sentences before the real nightmares start.

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