Hal and Pemulis on the DMZ and quitting (pp. 1063–1064)
‘It was a DMZ-dream.’ ‘Do you see how you’re going to apply this to a rate-of-increase-type little story they’ll pose?’ ‘It involved your experimental soldier, the massive dose.’ ‘Let me just close this door, here.’ ‘It was the Leavenworth convict. The one you said had left the planet. The one belting out Ethel Merman. It was horrific, Mikey. In the dream I was the soldier.’ ‘So you’re now going to assume a real you-know-what experience will be similar to the experience of a nightmare.’ ‘Aha. Why nightmare? Why do you assume it was a nightmare? Did I use the word nightmare?’ ‘You used the word horrific. I assume it wasn’t a romp through the heather.’
Context
Boards-prep calculus behind Pemulis's door, 12 Nov: Hal trades tutoring momentum for a dream-report, and the subject matter — the DMZ, Pemulis's Leavenworth test convict who "left the planet" — is what makes Pemulis get up and close the door. The genre negotiation that follows ("Did I use the word nightmare?") is pure Hal: refusing the label while conceding the horror.