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The phobia-apparatus: Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder, enclosure, hygiene, broadcast-sound, the hidden fourth horseman

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texture · UNDATED (evident "early on out in Weston," worsening to YDAU)

  • When: UNDATED (evident from the Weston years, intensifying after JOI's death; ongoing through YDAU)
  • What: Per Orin (n234): "it's been pretty obvious since early on out in Weston the Moms has O.C.D. Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder. The only reason she's never been diagnosed or treated for it is that in her the Disorder doesn't prevent her from functioning." Her efficiently-managed compulsions: no interior doors on HmH's first floor (enclosure) and no door on her E.T.A. office; a Prussian bathroom schedule (against hand-washing); a wall of video monitors to check the oven/plants/towels; a "violent phobic thing about vermin and waste and insects" (Orkin twice a semester); "a black phobic dread of hiding or secrecy in all possible forms with respect to her sons"; and "some auditory thing about broadcast sound" that "gets the howling fantods from any voice that does not exit a living corporeal head." The interview voice's structural verdict — Orin's, per the same n234 speaker chain: enclosure, communicational imprecision, untidiness, and an unnamed hidden fourth "horseman." NOTE light-phobia clash: n234/170 give her lumiphobia (an "ethnic Canadian's horror of fluorescent light"; she never uses her office's overhead), while scene 154 calls her "a fiend for light" with "the whole bank of overheads going" — cite both as written (see Dating notes).