the V.R.5 collapse: Lyle's most advanced drill is dying
For almost a month in the weight room, Lyle had been saying that the most advanced level of Vaipassana or ‘Insight’ meditation consisted in sitting in fully awakened contemplation of one’s own death.
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The weight-room mysticism reframes the whole attack. For a month Lyle has been teaching that peak "Insight" meditation is "sitting in fully awakened contemplation of one's own death" — and Hal, flattened by exactly that contemplation, has stumbled backward into Lyle's most advanced exercise without meaning to. The body-guru's syllabus turns out to run straight past conditioning into mortality; the perception-under-panic Lyle drills is, at its far end, this.