a self manufactured to be seen, made "true" only by being watched — appearance vs. being, and the figurant
echoes
From: My Appearance (\"Late Night\")
- Early text: "What put him on television in 1989 for you to see is
that he can't be seen... That no one is really the way they have to be seen";
and "Doesn't matter what I think. That's what the show is about. They make it
true. By watching him." Susan's counter: "If no one is really the way we see
them, that would include me". [closing section] The husband corrects "be" to
"appear" throughout ("both sharp and relaxed").
- IJ echo: Hal's interior self that no longer reaches his watched surface
(scene 001), and his meditation on the figurant — the televisual background
figure who exists only to be seen (scene 162); the novel's preoccupation with
selves constituted by, and dissolved into, being watched.
- Weight: prefiguration