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the Clipperton legend: the enforced default as a body's furlough

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a boy who found himself in the Clipperton Brigade and defaulted his round tended to view that tournament as a kind of unexpected vacation, a chance to rest and heal, to finally get some sun on the chest and ankles, to work on chinks in his game’s armor, to reflect a little on what it all might mean.

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The one mercy in the Clipperton machine is bodily: a forced loss is a rest. The defaulting Brigade member treats his exit as "a kind of unexpected vacation, a chance to rest and heal, to finally get some sun on the chest and ankles, to work on chinks in his game’s armor" — the overtrained junior body, always sunless and dinged, quietly grateful for the furlough. Even in a legend about a gun, the tennis body is what registers: what a loss buys is a few days off the grind.

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