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the garage gospel: you play past your limit and wave a hankie at it

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that’s not the way a real player plays. With respect and due effort and care for every point. [...] You play right up to your limit and then pass your limit and look back at your former limit and wave a hankie at it, embarking.

Context

The limit-doctrine at its source, the thing 026 and 051's "managed fear" will formalize: a real player concedes nothing, gives "every ball everything," plays "right up to your limit and then pass your limit" and waves goodbye to the old limit "embarking." The athletic body is defined by its relation to its own boundary — mastery is the continual transcendence of the limit, the refusal to concede even an affordable point. The bitter irony the scene builds is that it was exactly this refusal to concede the meaningless drop-shot that put the father in position to fall and be ruined.

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