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Gately's residency: 'But he did'

quote

Don Gately had cried in front of nonrelatives for the first time in his life. He now denies that he actually did cry, saying something about candle-fumes in his eye. But he did.

Context

The abstract cake-of-analogy becomes a literal frosted cake with one candle on Gately's first sober anniversary, and the un-hip, corny, Hallmark gesture breaks him open — he cries for the first time in his adult life. The register-drama is in the last three words. Gately does exactly what irony always does with an exposed sincerity: he retroactively deflects it, blames "candle-fumes." And the narration, in the flattest possible single-entendre rebuttal, refuses the deflection: "But he did." Three words of plain assertion overrule the whole machinery of ironic self-protection. The book itself takes sincerity's side against its own character's embarrassment — the corniest gesture produced the realest feeling, and no amount of candle-fume disavowal is allowed to unmake it.

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