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Mikey, the AA speaker, and his kid (pp. 959–960)

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And no sign of Ma, and the fucking kid there’s no sign of him, so I got to accept her word and don’t even know for sure if the cast is even off.

Context

The saddest fact of Mikey's share is that the kid is never in it. The entire visit is nominally about the boy — just off a cast, from some "sick fucking little like stunt" Mikey and a girlfriend once pulled on him that the family won't forgive — and across two trips up the porch steps the child never once appears, stays behind Ma and the screen door, a figure Mikey fights over without ever seeing. He leaves not knowing if the cast is even off. It completes the theme's range from the far side: where the Incandenza sons ache to be seen by a father who won't open up, here a father aches toward a son he's not permitted to look at, the damage already done and the door already latched. Love mediated all the way down to hearsay about a cast.

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