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The dead-infant speaker (p. 378)

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the mother, after a painful D&C for the impacted placenta she’d carried inside, then spent the next four months on the locked ward of Metropolitan State Hospital in Waltham MA, psychotic with Denial-deferred guilt and cocaine-withdrawal and searing self-hatred

Context

The speaker's arc passes through the theme's institutional territory: four months on a locked ward, psychotic — the guilt she'd deferred through months of Denial landing all at once, her psychosis explicitly compounded of self-hatred rather than any outside Cause.

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