both sides of the divide in two lines — "I am not what you see…" · S1
'I am not what you see and hear.'
Context
Pinned under the Director's weight, Hal keeps transmitting the one true report ("I'm in here") into a floor, and states the divide as plainly as the book ever will: "I am not what you see and hear." The self and its broadcast have come completely apart, and the sentence names the gap from the sufferer's side while the whole scene demonstrates it from the witnesses'.