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sobriety's worst fantods at the gate

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the cold-eyed part-time portcullis attendant from the halfway place down the hill

Context

The recovery institution's first cameo, and a phrase the whole theme will lean on: the E.T.A. gate-attendant is a resident of the halfway place down the hill, "trying to recover," and the haunted Clipperton gives him "sobriety's worst fantods, so far" — the qualifier admitting that early sobriety is itself a state of nameless dread, measured against worse to come.

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