swallowing the truth: no Cause or Excuse — "Here is no Cause or Excuse…"
Here is no Cause or Excuse. It is simply what happened.
Context
The scene's recovery thesis and the meeting's answer to itself. Recovery is figured as an act of ingestion that replaces the substance: instead of swallowing chunks, powders, and Proof to keep the truth down, she finally has "to swallow it, the responsible truth" — the switch from anesthesia to acknowledgment is the whole turn. And the narrator's flat verdict is the doctrine perfected: "Here is no Cause or Excuse. It is simply what happened." No explanation is offered or wanted; responsibility without self-pity is what burns the last defense away, and the hall recognizes it instantly.