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grim honesty and hopelessness: the minimal entry-requirement — "Pat had said like well that…"

quote

Pat had said like well that was enough, that desire for the shitstorm to end.

Context

The lowest possible bar for recovery, stated by a director who was herself stroke-broken into sobriety. Pat lets Gately in on a P.O.'s lukewarm referral because his very hopelessness — his up-front admission that he only came to dodge jail and doesn't expect to stay clean — is the qualification, not the disqualification. The theme's counterintuitive doctrine is that recovery requires no faith, no resolve, no self-improvement plan, only "grim honesty and hopelessness" and the barest "desire for the shitstorm to end." Wanting to be well is optional; wanting the chaos to stop is enough. It's the same desperate-willingness criterion the dog test screens for, stated as admissions policy.

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