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the post-Stice debrief: the afternoon he couldn't feel the ball on his stick

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That afternoon he’d had zilch in the way of a kinesthetic sense: he couldn’t feel the ball on his stick. [...] For the last year his arm’s been an extension of his mind and the stick an extension of the arm, acutely sensitive.

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Here's what "never quite occurred" felt like from inside the body. Against Stice, Hal "had zilch in the way of a kinesthetic sense: he couldn't feel the ball on his stick" — the sensory circuit that normally makes "his arm... an extension of his mind and the stick an extension of the arm" simply cut out. The body-as-machine doctrine's whole promise is this continuous feedback loop, mind to arm to string to ball; when it drops, the machine is still moving but no longer feeling, and the player becomes a spectator of his own strokes. The nonoccurrence deLint measured from the stands was, in the flesh, a lost sense of touch.

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