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Joelle's history (pp. 855–856)

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instead erecting for himself a pathetic jealous fantasy about Joelle and his own poor father, whose only interest in Joelle had been first aesthetic and then anti-aesthetic

Context

The reason Orin gave himself for leaving Joelle, in one clause: a "pathetic jealous fantasy about Joelle and his own poor father." It's the 068 triangle seen from Joelle's side — the son unable to face his own reasons, so he manufactures a rivalry with Himself over the girlfriend the father only ever wanted to film. The father-son jealousy is the son's invention, a cover story, which is its own kind of inheritance: Orin can't leave a woman without routing the wound through his father.

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