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Orin at B.U.: punting and Joelle (pp. 289–290)

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It wasn’t the entire attraction, but she really was almost grotesquely lovely. […] The twirler was so pretty that not even the senior B.U. football Terriers could summon the saliva to speak to her at Athletic mixers. In fact she was almost universally shunned.

Context

Pre-accident, pre-veil Joelle, the P.G.O.A.T.: the adverb does the theme's work — her beauty is "grotesquely" lovely, an excess that functions socially exactly like deformity. She is shunned, unapproachable, orbited at four meters; either way the face is something no one can bear to look at, which is the seed of the whole undecidability.

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