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Joelle's last walk (Disability and Deformity)

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and people looking at her like you look at the blind, naked gazes, not knowing she could see everything at all times. She likes the wet walk for this, everything milky and halated through her veil’s damp linen, the brick sidewalks of Charles St. unchipped and impersonally crowded, her legs on autopilot, she a perceptual engine

Context

The veil in public, upscale-Boston version, on the walk to what Joelle intends as her death: gazes go naked because the gazed-at is presumed not to see — and the presumption is exactly wrong. The veil converts the scopophobe into "a perceptual engine," one-way sight as the fellowship's practical payoff; the U.H.I.D. doctrine scenes (060, 104) formalize what this walk enacts.

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