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Fackelmann, Sunshine, and the beach (p. 978)

quote

Poor old Mrs. Linda McCartney just fucking could not sing, and having her shaky off-key little voice flushed from the cover of the whole slick multitrack corporate sound and pumped up to solo was to Gately unspeakably depressing—her voice sounding so lost, trying to hide and bury itself inside the pro backups’ voices; Gately imagined Mrs. Linda McCartney—in his Staff room’s wall’s picture a kind of craggy-faced blonde—imagined her standing there lost in the sea of her husband’s pro noise, feeling low esteem and whispering off-key, not knowing quite when to shake her tambourine: C’s depressing CD was past cruel, it was somehow sadistic-seeming, like drilling a peephole in the wall of a handicapped bathroom.

Context

Bobby C's party soundtrack while the crew preps Fackelmann's execution: a Wings disk remixed down to Linda McCartney's exposed backup vocals. "Depressing" here is the ordinary adjective, not the clinical noun — but the image (a lost, low-esteem voice stripped of cover and made into entertainment) sits directly on the theme's exposed-interior nerve.

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