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Marathe and Kate at Ryle's — "But the great gift of this…"

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‘But the great gift of this time today at the hilltop above the Provincial Autoroute is I do not think of me. I do not know this woman or love her, but without thinking I release my brake and I am careening down the downhill, almost wipe-outing numerous places on the bumps and rocks of the hill’s slope, and as we say in Switzerland I schüssch at enough speed to reach my wife and sweep her up into the chair and roll across the Provincial Autoroute into the embanking ahead just ahead of the nose of the truck, which had not slowed.’ ‘Hang me upside-down and fuck me in both ears. You pulled yourself out of a clinical depression by being a freaking hero.’

Context

The Autoroute rescue: the one moment in Marathe's moribund years when "I do not think of me." Kate's gloss — pulling yourself out of a clinical depression by heroism — is precisely the reading Marathe is about to reject.

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