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Mario, the Bolex, and Avril on sadness — "Hypothetically, then, you may be picking…"

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‘Hypothetically, then, you may be picking up in someone a certain very strange type of sadness that appears as a kind of disassociation from itself, maybe, Love-o.’ […] ‘There are, apparently, persons who are deeply afraid of their own emotions, particularly the painful ones. Grief, regret, sadness. Sadness especially, perhaps. Dolores describes these persons as afraid of obliteration, emotional engulfment. As if something truly and thoroughly felt would have no end or bottom. Would become infinite and engulf them.’

Context

Avril's clinical vocabulary for suppressed sadness — disassociation, obliteration, engulfment — delivered about a "hypothetical" person who is transparently her son. The engulfment figure (a feeling with no end or bottom) rhymes queasily with the title-object: an entertainment that engulfs totally.

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