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the player who is only intermittently present

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It is contradictory. Two selves, one not there.

Context

Poutrincourt and deLint, reading Hal's tennis, keep circling the same fact without knowing what it is — that some portion of him is chronically absent, "one not there," visibly detaching and drifting off mid-point. They mean it as a competitive flaw; after the whole book it reads as the early symptom of the coming un-reachability, the self already learning to leave the body other people are watching. [sweep · shared-ground the-body-tennis]

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