the brothers mysterious to each other — "How do you feel inside, not?'…"
'How do you feel inside, not?'
Context
Mario, who cannot not be sincere, keeps asking the one question Hal will not answer, and finally names the reason: "You never say, is why." Hal's reply is tender and total evasion at once, converting his own constitutional inability to say what he feels into a shared mystery, an "unbridgeable difference" that puts the failure between them rather than in him. The gap runs right through the two people closest in the house.