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removal just exchanges one disfigurement for another

quote

Ewell decides this is what gives profundity to the tattoo-impulse’s profound irrevocability: Having a tatt removed means just exchanging one kind of disfigurement for another.

Context

The irrevocability doubled: even undoing the impulsive mark leaves a mark, the removed tattoo trading one disfigurement for the steel-wool scar of its erasure. It is the shape of the whole regret the House lives inside — some consequences of what you did under the influence cannot be erased, only exchanged, and the scar of the trying is itself part of the reckoning.

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