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cigarettes as wordless amends — "Gately had promoted a couple packs…"

quote

Gately had promoted a couple packs of Benson & Hedges 100s from a Store 24 and put them in Mrs. Waite’s mailbox

Context

Two wordless amends bracketing the memory, both counted in cigarettes: the chain-smoking old woman who gave up smoking for weeks to afford a birthday cake nobody would eat, and the boy who slipped stolen packs into her mailbox afterward, unable to say anything. The gesture the program will later formalize as making amends is already here in its rawest form — restitution attempted in the only currency available, arriving too late and unacknowledged.

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