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the look of weary expertise

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There’s this look of weary expertise the House Staffers cultivate, then have to flex their face to get rid of when they’re off-duty. Gately’s gotten so stoic in the face of abuse that a resident has to mention actual unnatural acts in connection with his name for Gately to Log the abuse and give out a Restriction. He’s respected and well-liked by almost all the residents, which the House Manager says causes the veteran Staff some concern, because Gately’s job is not to be these people’s friend all the time.

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The craft of Staffing rendered as a learned face and a learned threshold: the weary blank expertise held on-shift and pried off after, the stoicism so deep that only named unnatural acts earn a Restriction. And the veterans' worry that Gately is too well-liked names the institution's hard paradox — the recovering addict who becomes Staff must be, to the newer addicts, precisely not the friend his whole grateful nature wants to be. Service here is a discipline against one's own warmth.

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