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everything seemed like a movie when I got real drunk — "We all walked him around in…"

quote

We all walked him around in circles like some kind of O.D., thought if we could keep him walking til the wagon came he’d be OK.

Context

Gately's using-days bottom, told flat to Joelle at the graveyard shift: a man was shot in front of him and the whole crew was too drunk to register it as real, because deep intoxication turned catastrophe into cinema. And the folk-remedy reflex — walk the dying man in circles like an overdose case, keep him moving till the ambulance comes — is the drunk's competence standing in for the sober one he no longer has. The derealization is the point: the substance did not numb the horror, it converted it into something happening to someone else, onscreen.

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