Recoveryspeak as armor and currency — "I’m owning my part in it…"

The Program's own language already metabolized into a defense: the fork-stabber narrates an assault entirely in the idiom of amends and ownership and gratitude, "owning my part," ready to make amends, grateful to be here — all of it deployed to dodge a Restriction that would cost her an approved Overnight. The vocabulary meant to crack denial has become the smoothest available cover for it.